Suicide
-Being in so much pain you want to take your own life
My first attempt was October 12 2017, almost a year ago, I opened up my veins vertically but my mom walked in and obviously I'm not dead
She came to check on me bc a girl I knew messages her asking if I was okay and she only knew I wasn't because I told her I love her. She walked in, I was bleeding out in the the bathtub in my underwear, but the curtain was closed. I had cut two parallel lines on each of my arms from crease to wrist. Four parallel cuts on my left thigh from the knee up. A few small cuts on my right thigh. I told myself I would keep cutting until I passed out but, I never did because of that stupid girl who messenged my mom.
I wish I was successful. I'm so useless I can't even kill myself. Idek anymore
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Acakrandom thoughts from my depressed suicidal brain This is my way of coping. I'm learning to rant on wattpad instead of cut, binge purge...etc. Also, most of the time when I'm writing this stuff I'm upset and have no regard for spelling and grammar ch...
