"Jimin... A-Ah it feels so good to finally hear my own voice after so long..." Jungkook cried and dropped down onto his knees while he sobbed. "Jimin I said I'm s-sorry... Don't you love me..? Don't you want to hug me close and hear me out? Don't you want to caress me softly and tell me s-sweet words like before?" Jungkook cried and only gazed up to see Jimin pace back like he dropped his gaze on a disgusting monster he feared as soon as he felt like his sanity dropped and his paranoia came over him completely. His normal life was gone now and he wasn't calm at all even through this pain.
"L-Love you...? How could I love you when all you did was lie?! YOU LIED TO ME FOR MONTHS AND NOW YOU THINK I COULD FORGIVE YOU?! Y-You're the reason why I'm so fucked up now! I lost Sehiro, pushed my father away and made everyone at the station think I've gotten soft and lazy! YOU RUINED ME!" Jimin shouted and backed away while he cried even more. "Y-You faked everything... I don't even know why you played it off like you loved me... I don't even know who the fuck are you now!"
"J-Jimin! I'm still your Jungkook! I'm still your prince! T-The one who still loves you! I haven't been honest but my love for you is still the same! Please love me back this is hurting me in so many ways!" Jungkook sobbed and stood up to walk up to Jimin and pull him into a hug. "M-My heart is beating for you... Please... Please let me in..." Jungkook cried as he felt the love of his life start to forcefully try to push Jungkook away. Not wanting his embrace.
"G-GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!" Jimin hissed as he pushed Jungkook onto the ground and had the younger look up in tears that flowed endlessly from his eyes. Jimin felt the sting in his heart for hurting Jungkook that only bled out with guilt. This made Jimin want to cry and apologize for hurting the one he still loved, but he stood still, panting at the anger he allowed to overcome him. Not allowing his soft side to protect Jungkook any longer. This was reality.
"J-Jiminie... I love you...m-my king..." Jungkook sobbed. But only a scowl appeared over Jimin's face.
"Shut up.. Just shut the fuck up... I just wished that gang would've slit your throat and made you really mute... Just so I wouldn't have to hear you at all. Your sorry voice and your fucking bullshit of an excuse..." Jimin vented out on the boy as Jungkook just knew Jimin didn't mean that. He was just upset.
"Y-You don't mean that.. You don't!"
"Now the 'mute' boy thinks he could understand what love is? You disgust me... Leave my house now. Pack your things and get the fuck out before I arrest you. I'll give you a h-head start." Jimin managed to say. Looking at Jungkook the whole time and breaking down at the end. Those words he harmed Jungkook with was giving off his final warnings to give Jungkook a head start and run since Jimin was no longer himself. He hid his love and his tears so Jungkook wouldn't stay. Jimin noticed the two had the same outfit in the dream, but he only doubted what was to come next.
Jimin ran upstairs before he could say a word about how sorry he was. In his mind, he didn't need to be sorry over what Jungkook did. Yet, the man didn't even want to listen to what Jungkook had to say about the issue and why he did this. Jimin was sick of it all and left Jungkook downstairs to tear up and feel horrible. He felt like nobody wanted such a creature like him. He was beautiful, but now he only felt ugly. He felt disgusted of himself and felt stupid for thinking the love would pull them through.
"I love him... He loves me..." Jungkook whispered. They say the truth would set you free, but no one said that it also came with freedom and a side of regret and pain from doing it all. He had no one who loved him now and he was forever different from everyone. No one out there would make him feel normal like the way Jimin did. "JIMIN PLEASE! L-Love me... I need it. I need you. I want you and I love you..." Jungkook shouted so desperately. He never knew how much he wanted to throw his voice away. The thing he hid for so long was something he ended up to despise out of everything.
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The Silent Prince | Jikook |
Romance"Everything about you...Is what I want to show love to.." In a small and shady town, there are many things that could happen. Detective and head chief of the police department, Park Jimin, is a young twenty-two year old male who took over his father...
