AT MY BEST

Thirty-One

This nigga must have bumped his fucking head if he thought I was going to talk to him while he was entertaining another bitch. I wanted him bad, but not at the expense of another woman. As bad as I wanted to text him "I'm here come see me" I just couldn't do it. So I sent him those two emojis and kept it moving.

I slammed my phone hard on the coffee table in our vacation rental out of frustration. But it wasn't until afterwards that I remembered JT was sitting right next to me because I startled her.

"Damn bitch! Do you need a valium or something!? Yo ass been acting a fool since we left Atlanta."Hearing JT say that triggered something in me. I let out a big sigh before bursting in to tears.

"I know I have, and it's just so much going on right now! Jordan and I still aren't on good terms and I hate it so fucking much! I just wish things could go back to the way it was before the situation with Jarvis. I'm just so broken right now!"

Jatavia quickly pulled me up to my feet and embraced me in a hug as tears flowed from her eyes. She was such a tough cookie to crack so for her to be this way with me right now   meant the world to me.

"Gee! I'm so sorry you feel this way. You know I don't do this crying shit, but hearing you talk like this breaks my heart. I know this rift with you and Jordan is really taking a toll on you."

"I just hate that we let stupid shit and stupid fucking people like Jarvis get in the way of our relationship."

"Girl! Fuck that Nino Brown looking ass fool! Regardless of the kiss, Jordan ass is still in love with you."

"Then why does he act so dumb? If he loved me why would he be with some bitch right before he came here!?"

"So what if he did!? When he see you, you just make sure that nigga eyes pop out. Whoever it is might have his dick for the moment,but baby girl! You got his heart for life."

"He just irks my nerves JT!" I said in a whining tone.

"Girl! Both y'all ass's irk my nerves. Over here dragging this shit out for months for nothing. Let that man knock the dust off your pussy and move on. Period!"

I rolled my eyes so hard I thought they'd get stuck. I wanted so bad to do exactly that, but my pride just wouldn't allow it. We must've had a ball drinking, eating and talking shit all night I didn't even remember falling asleep in my bed. As  I laid there with my eyes closed my nose filled with the smell of cologne. It was a smell that was very familiar to me. It brought me comfort. That's when he called my name.

"Giselle! baby wake up! We need to talk."

He rubbed my ass and even gave it a playful squeeze. Jordan had come to see me.  I sat up against the headboard to look at him. He looked handsome as always in his white short sleeve button up that he had slightly open to show off his muscled chest.

He dimpled at me and smiled as my eyes met his. But his sexiness wasn't enough for me to discard my frustration.

"What the hell are you doing here!" I said in frustration. His happy exterior changed to sadness. His eyes veered off to the floor then back at me.

"I missed you so much Giselle. I hate how everything has turned out and that we let dumb shit get in between us. The Center is done and all that's left is the planning for the Grand Opening. Now I have time to focus on us and making sure we're okay. All I want is you Giselle. Tell me you want me too.

"I do want you, but so much has happened between us, my  emotions have been all over the place, I went  from a nice condo to a beautiful house with my boyfriend, and now I'm living with my little brother who's smashing every Instagram hoe while I'm sexually frustrated and I ju-"