AT MY BEST

Thirty-Three

It didn't take long for Jordan to be all over me as we sat in the back of the cab. He immediately began to rain kisses on my lips and neck. He beckoned me to straddle him as the vehicle began to move. In one swoop he released my breast from my strapless black dress. He began to suck on both my nipples as he cupped my ass. He gripped my waist as he grinded his thick erection against my throbbing vagina, while our tongues danced with each other. He tried his best to muffle my moans with his kisses. Our curious driver was working over time trying not to crash.

"I need to be inside you so bad baby...I bet you already wet for me....Aren't you?" He whispered into my ear.

"Why don't you find out?" I said with my eyes daring him to do more with me then kissing.

Jordan had no problem excepting my challenge. He removes my black laced panties and stuffs them in his pocket. Then he slides his fingers inside of me with ease. I braced myself against the back of the passenger seat as he massaged my center. He slides out of me and looks at his fingers in admiration as they glistened from my moisture.

"Damn baby...Guess I was right huh!?" He then proceeded to lick his fingers clean like he was tasting a spoon full of cake batter. His nastiness was making me want him tremendously. Before I could unbutton his black jeans the cab stopped.

"Sir!...Ma'am we are here"

I adjust my dress and step out. Jordan pulls a wad of cash and hands it to the driver. With a hefty tip in his pockets and the show of a lifetime, the driver pulls off. As I begin to put the code in for the door Jordan wraps his arms around me. Upon entry I take his hand and lead him to my bedroom. Jordan stops me at the foot of the bed so he could remove my dress. As he pulls it off my ass he places kisses on both cheeks. Before you know it, Jordan pushes my head to the bed and enters me causing me to moan so loud. He wasn't playing when he said he needed to be inside of me. I grip the sheets for dear life as he pumps in and out.

Before we could get too carried away he pulls out of me so that he could remove the rest of his clothes. I kissed him all down his chest and abs. I played with his manhood in my hands as he looked down at me with begging eyes. I placed him in my mouth and gave him the top of a lifetime.

"Fuck! Giselle you gone make me bust!"

He snatches me up and places me on the bed with me facing the ceiling. His tongue enters my honeypot and the feeling of pure ecstasy fills my body. Jordan finally arose from the junction of my thighs with his eyes low like he was a lion stalking prey. Slowly he pushed his love inside my essence. He kissed me slowly on my lips and even began sucking on my neck. He stroked hard taking out nearly four months of sexual frustration on me. I clawed his back and gripped his muscled ass as he glided in and out of me.

"Tell me what you want baby!" He moaned in my ear. I was slightly taken back. It was the exact words he used in my dream. But this was no dream, I had the real thing. In this moment there was only one thing I wanted.

"What is it baby?...Tell me and I'll make it happen."

"I want to have your baby!" I said looking him directly in his eyes.

Jordan paused mid stroke and stared at me with an unreadable expression on his face. Fuck! Did I just ruin the moment? What if he wasn't ready for that and I just jumped the gun.

Without a word Jordan lowered his body back to mine. His sweet whispers of I love you's eased my mind. He took his time pleasuring my flower. I was pushed over the edge as I moaned in his ear before releasing my sweet nectar. Jordan continued to groove inside me until he poured into me. He laid on top of me as we tried to come off our high. Jordan was nearly sleep when I shook him.

"Babe get up! Let's take a shower before you go to bed we're both a little sticky."

"Baby it's cool...It ain't nothing but a little Milk and Honey." He said with his eyes still closed. I jolted out of bed before pulling him to his feet.

We washed one another off, cleansing ourselves of our recent love making. Jordan wore a slight smirk on his face as he watched me bathe. I couldn't help but to get shy. For once I felt nervous to be nude in front of him.

"Is something wrong babe? Why are you getting shy right now?"

"You tell me! I'm just trying figure out why you got that big ass grin on your face!?"

He paused momentarily.

"So you really want to have my baby!?"

I froze for a moment. I hoped if that wasn't what he was ready for that he would just take it as me talking nasty. Guess that's not happening.

"Listen I'm sorry I said that. If you're not ready I completely understand. Especially after everything that transpired. I don't even kno-"

"Giselle!....Stop!" Jordan interrupted as he held my face in his hands.

"I would love for you to have my child. But is that truly what you want?"

"I don't know. Maybe I should just get a plan b in the morning. I was just so caught up."

"No!" He said sternly.

"You and I know you weren't just caught up. If it's for us to have a baby now we will leave that up to God. If you don't end up pregnant it's still fine. That just means we have more time to work on us. Deal?

"Deal!" It felt so good to hear that Jordan wanted a child just as much as I did and he was willing to let the chips fall where they may. We weren't going to stress it. Our relationship had been put through the ringer these past few months. If a bundle of joy came from our reconciliation I'd call it a blessing. Right now all that was important was that I got my man back.

Jordan and I got back in bed nude and curled up to one another. I was happy to be back in his arms again. The gargantuan amount of happiness I feel right now made all the bullshit worth it.

"So! What happens to us after Hawaii?" I asked

"Well I would say you can come home but the house is all packed up. I'm selling it."

"What!? You're moving?"

"No! We are. All it needs is a woman's touch. Your touch to be exact and it'll be ready for us to move in."

Knowing Jordan was ready to move back in with me was great. But It was bittersweet knowing we didn't make the decision on this together because our relationship was astray.

"What's wrong? you don't seem too happy."

"I am happy, it's just before the bullshit started we were looking for a home to buy together. Now I'll be back living with my boyfriend."

"Aww baby! I promise you'll love the house. And soon as we can I'll have your name put on the Deed. Okay!?"

"Okay babe"

"Great! Now can we please go to sleep!?"

"I'm guessing round two ain't happening?" I joked.

"Hell nah! I put my best moves in the first one....I got you in the morning though!"

"Just terrible! What am I gone do with you?"

"I don't know but you'll have a lifetime to figure it out. Good night baby!"

"Good night!" My heart melted at the thought of spending the rest of my life with Jordan. Being without each other didn't seem like something I could get used to anyway. Had things not turned out how they are now, me being with someone else would have just been me settling.

The morning after Jordan kept his promise and broke me off one more time. Scottie and the girls wanted to sleep in after partying all night, so Jordan and I went to breakfast together before parting ways one last time until the rehearsal dinner. We sealed our wonderful time together with a kiss. Our future was much brighter than it was the day it seemed we had no future. All I know is, whether a baby comes now or later I was going to be with Jordan Xzavier Michaels for the long haul.