Falling- Shawn Mendes

Chapter twelve

Alex's pov

After what felt like forever, he walked through the door. "How was the hot tub?" I asked "refreshing." "I'm sure it was." I said "what?" "Nothing. Just hope you enjoyed the little waves that were in the tub." I said "okay?" He said changing into a sweater and sweats. "How was she? I saw her on top." I said and he paused putting on his sweater "what?" He said "I saw you having sex with a girl in the tub, was she cute? Was she good?" I said "don't know what you're talking about." "Of course. But that hickey on your neck sure does." I said getting under covers. "You. Didn't see anything." He said "and you. Sir. Are mischievous for having public sex." I said and he rolled his eyes.

"Is that why you wanted me to go? So you could have sex with me? Cause guess what, it'll take you a lot more than that to have sex with me." I said "what? No. I invited you out to the tub so we could relax. The sex was unintentional. I didn't know that Anna was gonna come out." "Anna? You had sex with Anna? Really?" I said "what do you care?" "I don't care!" "Then why are you getting defensive?" "Because that girl called me a whore and talked shit about my mom! And you as my friend, are supposed to not like people like that!" I said "well she's my ex girlfriend and you as my friend are supposed to respect her." "I respect her! She doesn't respect me!" I said standing on my knees getting closer to Shawn.

"That's absurd." "Is it? Is it really? Shawn.. she hates the fact that we're friends. She doesn't like me, she slut shamed me, said my mom would be disappointed in me-" "are you jealous?" He asked cutting me off "what?" "Are you jealous that I hooked up with Anna and not you?" "Please. Don't make a fool of yourself, okay? I'm going to sleep." "Did you watch?" He asked "what?" "Did you watch me? Did you watch me make love to her? Did you wish it were you who was on top of me? Did you wish it was you that was receiving my kisses?" He said getting closer.

"Just tell me to stop and I'll stop." He said leaning in. He was an inch from my lips and I felt his hands go behind my thighs and flipped me on my back and he hovered over me. "Hm?" He said and kissed my cheek and moved down to my neck and I moaned softly. He lifted my shirt to reveal my stomach and kissed it. He touched the hem of my pants and pulled them down a little "stop." I said pushing him off. "What?" "What's the deal with you?" I said "what?" He said "you act like you want me but you said we should just be friends. You're confusing." I said getting up. "I don't want a relationship." "Neither do I!" "Then why are you getting defensive!" "Because Shawn! I'm a girl! With feelings! Feelings that I don't want you hurting!" "What are you talking about?" He said and I sighed and walked up to him and slammed my lips into his. He pulled away and looked at me. I realized what I did and I gasped. "I'm sorry, I should've never done that I-" I said and he grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him and slammed his lips into mine. I kissed him back and he picked me up and laid me on the bed. He kissed me passionately and I loved every second of it.

I pulled off his shirt and then pulled off mine. I pulled him back in for another kiss. There was a knock on the door and I pulled away. "Just ignore it." He said and leaned back in. There was another knock. "Shawn! Alex!" We heard Brian and we both groaned and put on our tops "coming!" Shawn said and he pecked my lips one more time and and I got under the covers and Shawn put his hoodie on his head and answered the door "what's up?" He said "we're going out to eat, you wanna come?" Brian said and Shawn looked at me and I nodded. "Yeah, just give us a few minutes to get ready." He said and Brian nodded and left. Shawn closed the door. He came to me and kissed me again. "No,No,No." I said pulling away. "Come on.." he said and I pecked his lips one more time and got up to go to the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and I looked at myself in the mirror. What are you doing? You don't even like the kid like that. I thought to myself and I groaned because I'm going to fuck everything up.

I tie my hair in a ponytail and I walk out. I slip on my shoes and a sweater and we head out to a nearby restaurant. Matt sits next to me and then Brian and Shawn sat next to each other. "I love the theme of this restaurant." Brian said "it's like that burger joint you took me to." I said Shawn and he nodded. It was also 80's themed. It had this tiny radio that if you put a quarter in it will play music. I grabbed a quarter from my pocket and played "put your head on my shoulders" by Paul Anka, it was my grandmothers favorite song that'd she dance to with my grandfather all the time. "You like this song?" Matt asked "yeah, how'd you know?" I said "you're practically dancing to it." He said and I laughed softly "I'm sorry, my grandmother loves this song, she's back in New York. She'd dance with my grandfather to this all the time. It was very cute. I would see them dance to it all the time since I was little. God, I love them so much." I said looking down at my hands smiling. "Did you ever dance to it with them?" Shawn asked and I nodded "my grandpa would have me stand on his feet and we would dance around the living room like that, until I got older and he actually showed me how to dance." I said