[11] Mommy, daddy,
can't you see,
How much your words are hurting me?
I think of every word you said,
At nights when I can't seem to sleep in my bed.
Sister, brother,
don't you hear,
I'm in my room, holding back every tear.
I don't want you to know I'm broken,
So I'll keep on smiling and leave all the pain unspoken.
Friends, lover,
don't you know,
There are many things I chose not to show.
I scream, I cry.
I cut, I lie.
But most of all I wanna die.
People, society,
Where is the girl I used to be?
You made me drive insane in my head,
Congratulations to every one of you,
For I am now dead.
[12] But in the end they all drift away,
Even the ones who promised to stay.
[13] The girl who seem unbreakable, broke. She dropped her fake smile and whispered to herself, "I can't do this anymore,".
[14] But I thought you said... you'll never do that.
[15] It kills me,
To see such a beautiful person like you be this sad,
because you deserve better than this.
[16] Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.
[17] "What was or is the most important thing you did this year?" He asked.
"Survived, when I wanted to die."
[18] I feel like everyone hate me, but don't worry I hate me too.
[19] I'm so sick of feeling sad, lonely, and unwanted.
[20] So many years of education yet nobody taught us how to love ourselves and why it's so important.
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𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷
Random"Here I go again.. trap in this mess mind.. just a typical depressed girl always been through.." ○ Book filled with depression, sad, anxiety thoughts ○
