[131] Family: *insults my weight*
Family: *insults my interests*
Family: *insults my friends*
Family: *insults my music*
Family: *judges me constantly*
Family: You're being so rude, why aren't you spending time with us.
[232] "Fake smiling? Oh, I'm professional at that.."
[233] "It hurts, but it's okay.. I'm used to it."
[234] "I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling to much."
[235] No reason to stay is a good reason to go.
[236] "I feel lost inside myself.."
[237] Some days I wake up sad. Other days, I just don't wanna wake up.
[238] "I'm sad but I smile, that's my life..."
[239] It seems that nobody cares that I'm constantly depressed.
I swear, one of these days when my heart stops beating
they'll all suddenly care.
Because it seems that only when you're dead, your voice is heard.
[240] "I'm that type of person that will sit in the bathroom and cry. But then walk out like nothing ever happened."
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𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷
Random"Here I go again.. trap in this mess mind.. just a typical depressed girl always been through.." ○ Book filled with depression, sad, anxiety thoughts ○
