[141] I really want to be happy, but there's something inside me that screams "You don't deserve it!"
[142] I really haven't had much go right for me and I think things are just gonna keep getting worse.
[143] I'm so ashamed of myself all the time. I just feel like I'm worthless and replaceable.
[144] Sometimes you gotta pretend that everything's alright.
[145] I'm slowly killing myself and you aren't even noticing...
[146] Every thought is a battle, every breath is a war, and I don't think I'm winning anymore.
[147] He saw her. He met her. He wanted her. He liked her. He chased her. He got her. He had her. He got bored, And left.
[148] We're all in the same game, just different levels, dealing with the same hell, just different devils.
[149] Sick of crying
Tired of trying
Yes, I'm smiling
But inside, I'm dying.
[150] I gave you my everything. And I guess that wasn't just enough.
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𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷
Random"Here I go again.. trap in this mess mind.. just a typical depressed girl always been through.." ○ Book filled with depression, sad, anxiety thoughts ○
