[41] Roses are black, and violets are crying. I'm in the hospital. They say I am dying...
[42] Hard times will always reveal true friends.
[43] I'm afraid of being close to someone. Because, it seem everyone I get close to, end up forgetting me.
[44] I cannot make you understand, I cannot make anyone understand what's happening to me. I cannot even explain myself.
[45] If one day, you wake up to find I'm gone, don't cry, don't grieve. Don't write paragraphs on how much you love me. Because when I was in my darkest hours, you weren't the one who would stay up all night to make sure I was alright. Don't say I was a wonderful girl. And wonder how people could be so cruel. Because in some ways.. You were the reason I might've took my own life that night..
[46] When I die, don't you dare come to my grave and tell me you love me. Because those words were the only thing I would have needed to stay..
[47] Seeing people change isn't what hurts, what hurts is remembering who they used to be.
[48] I'm stuck in this body I didn't want to be.
Rhea is here so is Mia, they are very powerful and I can't beat them. They beat me.
[49] The water filled my lungs, I screamed, so loud but no one can heard a thing.
[50] Someday you'll look back, and all these days, all this pain is gonna be invisible..
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𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷
Random"Here I go again.. trap in this mess mind.. just a typical depressed girl always been through.." ○ Book filled with depression, sad, anxiety thoughts ○
