[151] Please don't go. Don't say goodbye, I need you here by my side.
[152] My time has come and so I'm gone, to a better place, way far beyond. I love you all as you can see but it's better now for I am free.
[153] You said you wouldn't, and you fucking did.
[154] Everything is shattering and it's my mistake.
[155] We fall in love with people we can't have.
[156] And, I'm sad.......... again.
[157] Where's my happy ending?
[158] Black is my happy color.
[159] My only relief is to sleep. When I'm sleeping, I'm not sad, I'm not angry, I'm not lonely; I'm nothing.
[160] I use humor to cover up the fact that I want to jump off a bridge.

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𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷
Random"Here I go again.. trap in this mess mind.. just a typical depressed girl always been through.." ○ Book filled with depression, sad, anxiety thoughts ○