[111] I am laughing
I am crying
It feels like I'm dying.
[112] I feel like I'm losing myself.
[113] The problem is that I care way too much about people who don't give a fuck about me.
[114] If I show people how weak I am, they won't need me anymore.
[115] It probably won't get easier. Just easier to hide.
[116] "Actually I haven't been doing well lately.."
[117] How can I love someone else when I can't even love myself?
[118] Those days where you just want to curl up in a ball and forget about the world.
[119] And maybe in the end I was meant to be alone..
[120] "I don't feel like existing today,"

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Random"Here I go again.. trap in this mess mind.. just a typical depressed girl always been through.." ○ Book filled with depression, sad, anxiety thoughts ○