[211] She's smiling but don't let that fool you. Look into her eyes, she's breaking inside.
[212] I may forget what you said, but I'll never forget how you made me feel.
[213] "People who die from suicide don't want to end their life, they want to end the pain."
[214] I want to stop speaking, I want to stop smiling,
But I'm afraid someone will do something stupid,
Like saving me.
[215] "It gets better," - when?
"I'll be okay," - no, I won't.
"It's okay," - no, it's not.
"I'm here for you," - bullshit.
[216] I could tell you a million things I hate about myself before I could tell you one thing I like.
[217] Would you cry if I wasn't here anymore?
[218] "When you're surrounded by all these people, it can be lonelier than when you're by yourself. You can be in a huge-crowd, but if you don't feel like you can trust anyone or talk to anybody. You feel like you're really alone."
[219] Her smile says she's happy, but her eyes tells a whole different story.
[220] "Sometimes, giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet for their gun because they missed you the first time."
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𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷
Random"Here I go again.. trap in this mess mind.. just a typical depressed girl always been through.." ○ Book filled with depression, sad, anxiety thoughts ○
