Love like no other

Epilogue

RUBY POV:

It had been a week since the encounter in Seiya room and we haven't  talked to each other at all. When I got home that day I went straight up to my room and cried. My dogs sensing that something was wrong with me ,barked and whimpered worriedly. I picked up Chance and rubbed her head while lying down with my dogs snuggling up to me. I missed her so much that she's on my mind when I wake up and when I go to sleep.  Of course you miss her Ruby you love her.....my subconscious told me.

Some would say I was being dramatic and maybe I am a little but with good reason. I've had people who I cared a lot about lie to me and cheat on me in the past and I would not tolerate it ever again. If I can't have 100% honesty then I rather not deal with the uncertainty. I remember someone said to never settle for anything less than you deserve and I tend to live by that motto when it comes to relationships and I intend to stick to it. Although it doesn't change my feelings though. A part of me still wants to go to her and say I don't care anymore , she can keep her secret and kiss her until we both loose our breath. I sighed as I ate my lunch that I couldn't even enjoy.

There was a sudden knock on the on the door and , I got up walking to the door wondering if maybe it was Seiya . I opened the door instead of seeing Seiya ,it was someone unexpected.

"Hey Ruby ." The figure said cheerily a wide smile on her face.

"Jessica?" What are you doing here?" I ask confused and a little disappointed to be honest. I stared at her wondering what she was doing here.

"Well aren't you gonna let me in?"

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I sat there talking to Jessica, secretly wishing she was Seiya instead . Don't get me wrong . It was nice to see her again but I wasn't in the mood to hang out with anyone but one person and we wasn't talking at the moment. I tried to smile and seem enthusiastic in our convo but she saw right through it .

"Ruby are you ok? You seem sad." I grimaced .

"No and I really rather not talk about it." I say looking down at the glass of water in my hands. Jessica frowned and looked at me for a while , studying me.

"Ok how about we go do something then? Take your mind off it." She asked enthusiastically. I shrugged it was worth a try.

"Sure why not. I'm gonna go take a shower." I say getting up to go to my room, hearing a small ok from her.

I had hopped in true shower and started washing off. I heard my bathroom door peeled open.

"Hey Rubes can I borrow a shirt ? I spilled something on mine." I heard Jessica ask.

"Sure go ahead." I say staring at the shower head, my mind wondering to Seiya again. I internally groaned. I'm so screwed if I keep thinking about her like this....

"Ok thanks." Jessica said then closed the door. I closed my eyes and leaned my head on the tiled wall letting my thoughts wonder.

JESSICA POV:

I walked to Ruby's closet and searched for a shirt to wear. I found a blue Yves Saint Laurent T-shirt and threw that on. I decided to borrow some parts that would go better with the shirt. I had found the perfect pair to go with the shirt which was some black one with ripped holes on in the knees. I had shrugged out of mine and before I could put them on I heard a knock at the door. I grabbed a quick pair of Ruby's boxer shorts and threw them on before going to answer the door.....

SEIYA POV: I hated myself for this . I hurt her all because of my stupid fucking secret. It seems my duty is always getting in the way of the things I want. No matter what I want for myself. Why did I even have the ability to love if I could never have it in my reach.