Adopted by 1D [Completed]

Part 39 - Zayn and Elena

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I want to remind you guys to read @whitelegend's book as well with title 'Behind The Story' after reading my book. She puts the untold scenes of this book (that's why the title is 'Behind The Story') so you'd get surprised and understand completely about this book, 'Adopted by 1D'.

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[Let’s go to Elena’s POV!]

I’m so tired of running. My eyes can’t stop crying. I think I’ve ran far enough. I don’t know where I am now. Everything’s really unrecognized. I’ve been in London just a month. I don’t know where to go.

I can really feel that my feet hurt. Yet I’m still walking because I need to keep moving. The more I think about the reason why I’m running, the more tears coming out of my eyes. I’m crying again. I’m sobbing. I’m freezing. If only I could have one wish, I’d wish that I could go back to my orphanage.

Argh. My feet hurt so much. I can’t hold it anymore. I turn right to a really tiny street between two buildings that I think apartments. I’m going to stay here for a while.

I fall myself to the ground, my feet can’t stand my body anymore. I try not to moan because of the pain. I rest my body against the wall and crumple my both legs. It’s so humid here. Dark and cold. I throw out my breath and hug my both knees. I can never think of something worse. Then when I put my right cheek on top of my knees, I feel something’s getting out.

It’s my necklace just got out of my t-shirt. The pendulum is still perfectly hung. It reflects the light of the moon above so it’s a bit shiny when I turn it around. This necklace doesn’t mean a thing anymore. The promise has been broken. It’s all a lie. Zayn, I should’ve known that once you hate me. You’ll always hate me.

I take it off of my neck and throw it away with the rest of my energy. Tears stream down my cheek again.

I get drown my face on my knees, crying again. I may be looking so pathetic now. I’m feeling so alone. I have no one else.

After few minutes resting down, I feel so sleepy. But I don’t want to sleep. I’m afraid of the nightmares that I’m going to get if I sleep. If I wake up, I will realize that I’m really alone here. I cry again. For this time, there’s no tear coming out of my both eyes. I think I’ve ran out of tears.

I decided to continue walking. At least for tonight, I’m sure Zayn won’t find me. I have to keep walking away so I can stay awake. I’m not going to sleep until the day.

[End of Elena’s POV]

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[Let’s go to Zayn’s POV!]

I woke up in the middle of my nightmares. I just realize that I fell asleep while I was sitting down on a park bench beside a street lamp. I just dreamt that Elena got hit by a car. She got a car crash and there was nothing that I did to save her. It was the worst nightmare that I’ve ever gotten. I’ve been so bad and wicked to her. It’s like God is teasing me.

I feel the cold air stroking my neck and my both cheeks. I throw out a breath and I clearly can see it turns to a little white fog and it disappears after 2 seconds. That is really this cold.

I look around, I still can’t see any sign of Elena. I’m really worried about her. She doesn’t wear any jacket, she must be freezing now out there. Now if I only have one wish, I wish that she’s okay wherever she is now.

I place my elbows on top of each of my knees. I hold my head desperately. Why did it have to happen to me? What’s my fault? I’m living a strange life. I live under commands of people around. I can’t be free anymore, I should’ve known.