Multifandom Imagines

Forever || Peter Kavinsky

A/N-This idea is inspired by a Stiles Stilinski imagine by Cass-TheAuthor I liked it a lot so I thought I'd write it for ma boi Peter
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Quick backstory before we get to what's happening right now. I'm Y/N, I've been dating Peter Kavinsky for just over a year. He's so sweet but that's not the point. Anyway, he's a year older than me and he's a senior and it's almost the end of the school year. He's going off to college and I've got to stay and have my senior year. Neither of us want to break up with the other but we have to. Long distance is too difficult. Plus, we'd both be so busy we wouldn't be able to text or call each other. We'd both be better off if we broke up.

*now back to standard programming*

"You really wanna do this..." Peter mumbles.
"I don't want to but I have to." I tell him.
"We don't have to Y/N! We could try and make it work. You just don't want to and you won't even try!" He yells.
"The fact you think that shows that even after dating me for a year, you know nothing about me!" I cry.
"Y/N-" he chokes out.
"No Peter! If you think that I want to do this, then you're insane. I love you Peter! Ok! You happy, I've finally said it. And I mean it. I love you Peter Kavinsky and it kills me to have to do this. So please, please don't ever say I wanted this..." I scream.
Peter looks at me and then looks at the ground.
"I know" he replies.
"I love you Peter"
"I love you too Y/N. So much."
"Then you know the saying. Don't make me say it because it's a lyric and if I say it I'll start laughing..." I chuckle lightly.
"If you love me let me go." he states.
I start to laugh.
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't be laughing." I mutter.
"It's ok... I find it kinda funny to" he says.

We both stand still and just stare at each other in silence.

"I-I'm sorry" he stutters.
"It's fine, I'm sorry for doing this" I reply.
Silence. Again.
"There's not much left to say..."
"No I guess there isn't."
"I may be leaving now but I'll wait for you forever Y/N. I just hope you'll do the same for me..." he confesses.
"I will... I think you should go now" I blurt out.
"Are you sure? I don't-"
"Just go Peter. Please" I beg.
"Ok I'll go. But let me say one last thing?" he asks.
"Sure"
"I love you Y/N L/N" he states as he walks away.
"I love you too Peter Kavinsky" I sob.

*One year later*

It's now early December and it's also been over a year since I broke up with Peter. We've spoken over the phone and had the occasional text conversation, but we haven't seen each other since the day he left. It's weird, not seeing him everyday, not... Well not being his.

I miss talking to him, listening to him ramble on about his recent lacrosse game, listening to him rambling about anything really, watching his games, laughing at his stupid jokes, I just miss him. But, I can't do anything about it, he's at college. Well, I thought he was anyway. He said he couldn't come home for the holidays.

I stroll slowly to Corner Café, I need to clear my head right now. It's a short walk so it doesn't take long for me to get there. I sit at the 'bar' and order a chocolate milkshake. For a while I just sit and think, occasionally answering Leah, the waitress that serves me. This is until I hear a familiar voice behind me.

"Let me guess... large chocolate milkshake, with no cream and definitely no cherry on top but with some marshmallows on the side"
I turn towards the voice reluctantly.
"Peter?"
He turns his head and looks behind him, "Who me?" he chuckles.
"Yes you there" I laugh as I play along with his joke.
"What you been up to ba- L/N?" he questions.

My breath gets caught in my throat as he begins to say 'babe' but stops as he realises we aren't together. That hurts. Ouch.

"I'm good. Been better but I'm good."
"What's wrong Y/N?"
"Nothing. It's just... nothing" I reply hesitantly.
"Well I've got 'nothing' wrong as well..." he trails off.
"What you doing back here Kavinsky? I thought you weren't coming home for the holidays." I remark. This is what I do when I desperately use sarcasm as my defence. At this point, sarcasm is my only defence.
"So did I L/N." he sighs.

Silence. Neither of us dares to speak, scared of what we may say.

(Peter's P.O.V)

Fuck. I was gonna try and do my best to avoid her. Now it's all quiet and I don't know what to say.

So I just look at her.

Her head is hung low, staring at her milkshake. She's biting her lip in anxiety. It's something I always... something I still love.

God, if only I weren't so awkward I could just tell her that I regret what I did a year ago. I should have stayed, I shouldn't have let her go. I should have put up a fight, kept defending what was ours.

"You ok there Peter? You look pretty deep in thought." she states.
"What? Oh...umm... yeah. Just thinking"  I quickly mumble back.
"About what?" she asks hesitantly.
"You!" I blurt out.

Great... well done Peter you just let it spill... This can go two ways. Either really really good. Or really really bad.

"Peter..." she mumbles.

Oh jeez.

"I'msorryit'sjustthatIcan'tlietoyouandIwishIdidn'tletyoubreakupwithmeandIstillloveyouY/N!' I ramble.
"Woah, Peter you're gonna have to say that a lot slower"
"I'm sorry. It's just that I can't lie to you and I wish I didn't let you break up with me. I still love you Y/N."

She doesn't say anything and gets up hurriedly as if she's about to run out of the door.

"Woah, woah, woah. Oh no you don't.," I say as I catch her with my arm, "You can't just leave."

She sighs and trudges back to her seat.

"I know...," she whispers, "I just. I don't want it to happen like this"
"What?"
"Don't act so clueless Peter. You and I both know what's going to happen."
"I know. I know it's only been a year but a year without you feels like forever. I've waited forever Y/N. Come back to me" I plead.
"Promise we can make it work..." she chokes out.
She has tears rolling down her cheek.

"No,no,no, I didn't mean to make you cry. You don't have to do anything right now I just-"

I'm cut off by a pair of lips smashed onto mine.

"Okay kids I know you two are in love but there are youngsters in here so if you wouldn't mind could you two take this make-out session somewhere else?" the waitress asks.

We pull away and chuckles as Y/N downs the rest of her milkshake and run out the cafe hand in hand.
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ok so first, haha Digi_Demon I uploaded. Also hope you like it, if you did check out the imagine this was inspired by. so yeah, peace ✌🏻
- Dani x