You Made Me Fall For You

Chapfallter 15

Chapter 15: The "Talk"

Warren's P.O.V.

That's obviously me unless you expect someone who got the same name as me to be here. And if you did then I don't know how come you did. That's impossible, of course.

So among these people involved with crazy love situations, the Author has chosen me to be in this. Of course I declined since I believed this is a nonsense. But the Author is a blackmailing type of person, threatening me with all sorts of things that I have no choice but to agree. Well there's no harm in trying except if you're trying to kill yourself which of course is harmful.

I know you're thinking "Oh wow! Warren has a P.O.V.!" But while you're like that, I am thinking "Oh wow. I'm involved in a nonsense."

I also know you are wondering why I don't like P.O.V. The reason is simple, it is because it is not a useful way for me. I'm not the type of person who talks a lot and shares all about his feelings. I'm more of a quite type of guy who reads book as always. But I'm not a nerd. Just try and disturb me and I will make sure you get a bad day in an unnoticeable way. But don't be scared, I don't do that often.

As of now, I am here alone in the bench, sitting near a tree. Why am I alone? I just left my two bestfriends sleeping there while hugging each other. I saw it as a beutiful moment so I left them. I also don't need them to eavesdrop on our conversation of Jea. As you all know, we are meant to meet here.

I wouldn't deny that I'm nervous. Who wouldn't be nervous if they are in my situation? I'm so nervous that I'm feeling something bad will happen today. I don't want my guess to be right though. I'd rather stay on the wrong side with my guess than to be right and wait for the bad thing to happen. I'm always wrong anyway, so I'm used to it.

I breathed a sigh. I know I'm always wrong. I'm wrong in my decisions. I'm wrong for everything. I'm wrong for letting Jea go before. I just can't stand her being hurt deeply that time. We were just young that time and I can't stand to see her heart be broken deeper if she knew the truth. It's better to leave her with only damage than let her be destroyed completely by the truth.

But we are old enough now. I can already tell her the truth. I can already explain myself. But the question is, would she accept it? Would she be ready to know all of the truth now that she is so happy winning the pageant? I can't wreck her happiness because it will break me as twice.

I can't stop sharing me feelings because I thought it's the right thing to do. And of course, the Author also threaten me about it. She said she's thinking advance than me. But If you'll ask me, she's a slow one. I can't force myself in believing what she said. I'll stop though because she might punish me and I can't bear anymore punishment.

This P.O.V. is turning dramatic and I can't help to think when did I become a dramatic person. It's possibly my nervousness. I do strange things when I'm nervous. It's either I tear a paper, be twice as cold and harsh, talk a lot or be dramatic. I hate being nervous.

I heard my phone ringing and I quickly pick it up, thinking it was Jea who called. But no, it's Jiro the Gay. Don't tell I told you that or else. And yeah, when I say or else, I mean it. I would do anything to make you miserable for one day.

"What do you ne-"

"Warrrrrreeen! Bat mo kami iniwang magkayakap! Loko loko ka ba!"

"Then? I don't even care." I said coldly while smiling. I haven't heard Jiro that angry and it's making me smile.

Selected people can only make me smile and that include my bestfriends and especially Jea. I've never spoke with warmth too, well, except for Jea and Mindy. Let's not talk about it though.