Meant For Each Other (Book 2)

Hurt

Nash's POV

"Isn't that good news? Now we can really be together babe." Athena told me.

"Good? Athena you don't get it. I fucked up the whole thing with Macy! I betrayed her just because I was tempted and because of a lie I was dumb enough to believe." 

Athena went near me and tried to kiss me.

"Please! Stop it! I'm sorry but I love Macy and I'd do anything to get her back, and the first thing I need to do is end this thing, whatever we had." I stood up and left Athena at the party to look for the guys since they left.

I looked around and they were no where to be found. I decided to leave my party to go home since I didn't really want to do anything right now and just cry and think how stupid I was to let go and ruin my relationship with Macy.

When I arrived at our apartment I saw the boys there sitting at the living room looking at the ground but once I entered the room their eyes were fixed at my direction. 

"What the hell Nash!" Cam exclaimed. "What were you thinking! Not only did you lie to Macy, but you also lied to us. Thinking that you and Athena were only friends but from what we saw you're more than that."

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I hid it from you, no one really knew how I felt when Braden told me that lie, which is a lie that I believed, I needed someone." I said.

"You could've just asked Macy if it was true in the first place." Matt stated.

I can feel the boys' disappointment, I understand that, I made a huge mistake and I hurt them.

"What are you gonna do about Macy?" Johnson asked.

"I don't know. I messed up, big time. How is she ever going to forgive me." I started crying again.

The boys gathered around and tried to comfort me. 

"Hanna told me that they found Macy. But if I were you I'd give her space." Cam commented.

My birthday was a disaster. I shouldn't have cheated on her in the first place. I'm mad at myself. I ruined a perfectly good relationship and now I don't know what to do about it.

Since I was so tired and not feeling well the boys told me to get some rest and figure something out in the morning.

Macy's POV

It was 12 midnight and my girls and I were at Starbucks cause Hanna told me that I should eat, at least have a source of energy. I wasn't really in the mood to speak and I just kept silent the whole time. We were sitting outside and I can feel the cold air through my legs since I was wearing a skirt. Dani looked through my bag and threw me some jeans that I brought with me. I went to the restroom and changed then went back again to our table. I was so lifeless. My hair was messy and my eyeliner ruined. Hanna and Dani helped to fix me as I sat their looking aimlessly to space. 

I decided to open my phone to call Ken but as soon as I saw the lockscreen I immediately cried again, it was a picture of me and Nash and he was kissing me on the cheek. 

Hanna was rubbing my back saying "Its okay, let it all out." while Dani hid the phone and tried to talk to me.

"Why is this happening to me? Please tell me that all of this is just a dream." I whined.

"We promise, we didn't know they had something going on, they acted like 'just friends' whenever when were around." Dani said.

"He's such a jerk for doing that to you." Hanna added.

I just kept on crying as my friends were making me feel good but it wasn't working.

Every once in a while Hanna and Dani tried to feed me cause I was so weak.

Hours of crying and it won't stop. My heart was racing but at the same time I had chest pain. I put my hand to where it hurts the most. I started sweating and shaking like there's no tomorrow and I was nauseous. Hanna and Dani noticed my pain and they went near me asking if I was okay. As my hand was at my chest I was hyperventilating. 

I was in so much pain, the employees at Starbucks were trying to help me. They gave me water and tried to calm me down but still nothing. Hanna decided to take me to the hospital.

The guard assisted me to the car along with Dani by my side as Hanna sprinted to her car to start it.

Me and Dani were sitting at the back while Hanna was driving. I was still experiencing the pain I had earlier and also the same symptoms. I was crying to because I didn't know what was happening to me. 

Because of so much pain, the next thing I know was we were already at the emergency room.

The doctor checked me and asked my friends what happened. After more than 20 minutes of pain I started feeling a bit better. 

I was sitting on the bed waiting for the doctor's diagnosis.

"From the symptoms that you told and I've observed, you had a panic attack." The doctor said.

"Is it bad?" Dani asked.

"Well no, but if you experience it again more frequently then you'll have to see a doctor." She said. "Does anyone in your family have panic disorder or had panic attacks?" She asked. I shook my head no. 

"And from what your friends told me you're not sick, so I suppose that the cause of your panic attack is stress." She added.

I sighed. "Do you want to talk about it?" The doctor asked.

"No, thanks. I really don't want to think or talk about it right now." I answered.

"I understand. I'll just give you medication and you're good to go. I suggest that you rest." 

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Hanna's POV

"Hey babe. How's Macy doing?" Cam asked through the phone.

"Well, we just got out of the hospital. Dani and Macy are in the car." I said.

"Hospital why?" He asked worriedly.

"Macy had a panic attack. We didn't know what to do so we rushed her to the emergency room. She's better now. How's Nash?" I asked.

"Well, he cried himself to sleep. He's pretty much crushed. He's really sorry." 

"He better be. Well, I gotta go cause they're waiting for me. Talk to you tomorrow. Love you!" I said.

"Love you too babe, tell the girls I said hi."