Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart ~ Randy

2: Runaway

Andy's P.O.V

I sat on the edge of my bed, unable to sleep. It was currently 4 in the morning, the sun not even up yet. All that was on my mind was my wedding, and the fact I didn't even have a say in the matter. Ryan probably didn't, either. They were going to be here in a few hours, my wedding the next day. Up until then, I wasn't even supposed to meet Ryan. So much for getting to know my new husband, I guess. Jack had avoided me all day, too, after our conversation earlier. Harvey had probably got to him by now.

I slipped under my covers, deciding I needed to sleep, even if it was just for a few hours. However, Jack hadn't slipped my mind.

Me: Are you awake?

Delivered

Me: Jack, I know you are. Please just talk to me.

Delivered

Me: Jack, I will personally go to your room and force something out of you if you don't spill now.

Read

Jack: Andy, leave me alone. I'm not your boyfriend, and I'm not going to be your husband. Ryan is. Forget about me and move on with your life. I'm nothing special. Just stop it.

I sat there, reading the text over and over again. Surely he didn't mean that? I knew there was no use in arguing, and quickly drifted into a deep sleep, my head clearing of all the thoughts racked up.

Meanwhile

Jack's P.O.V

"S-stop," I panted. He looked up at me, his eyes filled with lust and desire as his hands clasped my waist.

"Why?" He retorted with a low growl.

"I-I don't know."

He smirked, his lips latching onto the skin of my collarbone. "Do you still like him?" His question wasn't really a surprise, to be fair.

"I don't think so. I've got you, haven't I?"

"Good," he smirked. My top was ripped off of me as he lay between my legs. "Can I...?"

"N-not now. I'm not ready," I whispered. He nodded, looking down. "I'm sorry, Harv."

"No, it's okay. I guess you just need time after today." I agreed, not daring to say anything else. "Besides, I only told you about my feelings like, 12 hours ago. Knowing someone other than your crush having feelings for you is a big deal."

"I-I do want to be with you," I confessed. I hadn't realised it, but I guess feelings for Harvey I'd never realised kind of forced their way into me.

"You do?" He looked so young, so innocent in the moment where he was the more dominant one.

"Yeah. I can't chase after a guy I'm not going to be with, can I?"

"Run away with me," he said bluntly. No warning, nothing.

"To where?"

"I don't know," he replied. From the look on his face, I knew he was telling the truth. But I couldn't leave behind my whole life for one guy. Could I?

"I don't know, Harvey."

"Jack, be honest with me. What more do you have left here? Andy's going to leave you for some guy he's never seen before. He's going to have a completely different life in a different country. Who knows if you're ever going to see him again?"

I thought about what he'd just said. It was all true. Apart from my mother, I had nothing left here, no reason to have to stay.

"Uh, okay."