Ice And Fire

I need colddrinks and apologies.

"I'm so sorry for whatever happened today. I don't know how I lost control over myself." He apologized timidly as he stroked his hairs.

"I myself lost my temper. You know I just got irritated by the fact that you don't want to tell anyone." I confessed.

"No, from your point of view you were right. Anybody may think this." He replied "but you know I've got reasons."

"And I respect that." I gleefully replied that to him.

"So are we sorted out?" He asked me.
"Maybe not yet." I replied and his face tensed. I gulped my cold drink in one go and took his too and drank all of it.
"Umm.. Now my mind is way more cool. Maybe freezing." I said as I felt a cold shock in my mouth.

I coughed a bit and he rubbed my back gently.

I know, I know he is darn caring.

I glanced at him and I could see why I like that guy.

No, no, not because he is really good looking, but the way he cares for me and looks at me that makes me feel me.

I was really stupid think so bad about him.

Okay this was just a phase. It has passed and now let's move on.

Seems easy right?

"Well, now I feel guilty for hiding everything from you." Lucas said as he broke the silence.

"So why don't you live rest of your life with guilt?" I mocked at him.

"Oh really? You know, I'll die because if that." Lucas replied.

"Don't die yet. We haven't been on a vacation. And prom?? And what about our fourth anniversary!" I innocently replied as I counted the things left.

I didn't knew that those were the only things left.

"Stop stop. No more. See, I'll tell you. Just don't get mad at me. Okay?" He told me as his muscles tensed up and he started looking a bit serious.

"Why would I get mad?" I asked him.
What could he be hiding? I wonder.

"Because.. Umm... Because it has Leah in it." He replied very timidly.

"That girl!! Why she needs to be everywhere!! Also, why all your secrets include that idiot monkey faced umm.. Donkey?" I shot back at him as I made up a super nice name for that idiot.

I hate her. Like hate hate her. I don't know why but still I just don't like the fact that she was near luc.

Do I sound jealous? Of course I do. She is pretty and his ex and what not!

"See I told you. You are upset right?" Lucas replied almost whispering. "That is why I wasn't mentioning this topic to you. You go mad when you listen her name."

"No I am not upset at all. You tell me what happened actually. She was past anyways. Why would I be jealous anyways?" I lied because knowing what happened was way more important than Leah.

"I never said that you were jealous. Hey! Are you jealous of her?" He asked as he poked on my arm.

"Oh no no." That was all I could speak. How stupid I am.

Jess is right, I should think and speak maybe.

I could always give it a try.

"Okay maybe yes I got a little jealous. You know she is all of this, the boom the bam. The sparkles and glitters and what not." I confessed and sighed as my head lowered down due to embarrassment.