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Stray Kids|Changbin|Wasted Time

This is one of the oneshot's I write on my account on the Astro amino, so I've made it into a Stray Kids one on here.

WARNING:
Mentions of depression and cheating
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-3rd Person POV-

Tears trickled down your cheeks. You couldn't tell what hurt more: seeing what was going on right in front of you or knowing the reason of what's going on in front of you. You stood there for a few seconds before reality hit you.

What was going on? Well your so called boyfriend Chang-bin was currently having a make out session with a random girl you've never seen. By the way things looked is that they both haven't noticed your presents in the room or building. You quietly walked to the bedroom that you and Chang-bin used to share, you grabbed a bag that was under the bed and started to pack your clothes and belongings. As you packed you felt more warm tears fall down your face and soon enough you had packed everything.

The last thing you needed to do was leave a note to Chang-bin. You didn't have to think hard about what you were going to say you wrote it without caring if there were any spelling mistakes. Once you had finished writing it you placed it on the bed so we would see it sooner or later.

You slung the bag over your shoulder and headed out the house quietly, them still not knowing you were there. As you walked down the street you were thinking of where you could go. You continued to walk anywhere until you thought of where you could go for the night or just a place to stay for a while. Then you remembered a place you could stay but you quickly wanted to check with them. You pulled your phone out your pockets and wiped your tears away so you could see the screen.

You:
Do you guys mind if I stay the night at your dorm?

Jennie:
Yes of corse^^ what's wrong?

You:
Chang-bin umm.. cheated on me....

Jisoo:
HE WHAT?! Come over and we'll talk about it, your always welcomed to stay here.

You smiled slightly and started heading to Blackpink's dorm. It was about a twenty minute walk from where you texted them but you got there in no time. You knocked on the door and you were greeted with all four of them giving you a massive hug.

-Back With Chang-bin-

Yeon Si, left a few minutes after you left. Chang-bin sat on the couch playing on his phone waiting for you to come home. A few hours passed by and it was almost midnight and Chang-bin started to worry a bit. He texted you asking where you were but no reply. His phone was about to die so he went up stairs to the bedroom to put it on charge.

As he entered the bedroom he was the piece of paper on the bed saying Dear Chang-bin. Chang-bin looked confused but slowly picked it up and opened it.

Dear Chang-bin,
Chang-bin I saw what you and that girl were doing and I know why you were doing it. I'm sorry you had to deal with me and I know it's been hard but you could have just broken up with me instead of cheating on me. I want to apologise for having depression and struggling with things but I also want to say thank you for helping me as much as you did but now I feel like you didn't mean it and it was all a waste of time. I'm sorry Changbin but we're done. Bye

Chang-bin realised he now had warm tears falling down his face. He felt like a stupid idiot. He read the note over and over again, he could feel how sad you were while writing it.

"I'm sorry I wasted your time Y/N, I truly did love you, I just didn't use my stupid head" he sobbed looking at the note knowing that this is the last thing he will ever get from you.

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First Uploaded: 09/10/2018
Edited: 04/01/2019