Best Friends Brother

Chpter 21

Clarke

It's been 5 days since Bellamy's been in the hospital. Nobody can figure out why he isn't waking up, or even why he's unconscious in the first place. He's still breathing on his own, and nothing has changed. Octavia is trying to keep it together but she's wearing down. I don't know how much longer she can keep going. I know she's hurting, but she's to headstrong to admit to me she's falling apart.

I've been staying with Octavia since Bellamy's been in the hospital. Every night I hear Octavia go into Bellamy's room and cry. I've tried talking to her but she locks the door and doesn't let me in. We called the school and told them what was going on and why we wouldn't be at school. Our friends, Raven, Jasper and Monty have stopped by to see how me and Octavia are holding up and visit Bellamy. Miller and Murphy have stopped by a couple times.

"Hey O!" I yell up the stairs

"Yes?"

"I'm gonna go out for a while."

"Your going to visit Bellamy aren't you?" She asks stepping out of the bathroom

"I am."

We've visited him together everyday. We each get time alone with him and then we spend the rest of visiting hours with him together. We already went today but I wanted to go again.

"Clarke, we've already been."

"I know. I'm not asking if you want to come. I'm telling you I'm going. I have to."

"I know. I'll be here when you get back."

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I walk back to Bellamy's room, there is 2 nurses in with him. 

"Hello. How can we help you?" A nurse asks

"I'm here to visit him." I point at Bellamy

"Ohh. He's a cute one isn't he!" The other nurse smirks

"Yea. When he wakes up I'll definitely have to snatch him up."

"Sorry girls." I roll my eyes. "He's taken."

"Bummer." They say and leave.

I roll my eyes. I don't know what me and Bellamy are at the moment, or even what I want us to be. All I know for sure is that I want him to wake up so we can talk about it.

I walk over and sit down beside his bed. I pick up his hand and start talking to him. I don't know if he can even hear me but talking to him makes me feel better, I don't know why.

"Hey Bell. The nurses think your cute." I snicker to myself. "I told them your taken. Bell I still love you, and I know I shouldn't but I do. There is so much I need us to talk about. I deserve an explanation for why you did what you did to me. But I'm willing to just forgive and forget if you just wake up."

I feel a tear roll down my cheek, but I quickly wipe it away. I rub my eyes before any more tears can fall. I sigh and stand up. "I'll be back tomorrow Bellamy. I'll be here everyday until you wake up, if you wake up."