Best Friends Brother

Chapter 9

Clarke

I woke up to someone shaking me and whispering my name. "Clarke. Wake up Clarke."

I sit up and it's Bellamy.

"Bellamy what-" he cuts me off

"Shhh. It's two in the morning. Come with me."

"No. Go back to bed Bellamy."

He grabs my wrist and lightly tugs it to get my attention. "Clarke, please come with me."

I unwilling follow him. He brings me to his room and shuts the door. He sits on his bed and I stay by the door.

"What do you want Bellamy?"

"I want to talk."

"Well I don't want to. You hurt me."

I go to leave but he grabs my hand and turns me to face him. He looks offended but I ignore it, he hurt me.

"Clarke, I'm not with her."

"Then explain what I saw in Instagram. Or yesterday when I was leaving. That sure as hell made it look like you were together."

"I promise you I'm not with her."

"I don't even know why I care Bellamy. You should be able to be with whoever you want. Why am I so worried about it?" I flop down on the edge of his bed

He sits down next to me and wraps an arm around my waist. I rest my head on his shoulder.

"I don't know Clarke. Let's figure it out together."

"Bellamy, what about Octavia?"

"Let's keep our kiss and this conversation our little secret. Okay?"

I lay down on his bed and he lays next to me.

"Hey Bell."

"Yes Clarke?"

"Can you go back to calling me princess. I like it better than Clarke."

"Of course princess."

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I wake up in Bellamy's arms. I look at his alarm clock and it's 4:00 am. I quickly get up and Bellamy jumps up with me.

"What are you doing?"

"Octavia is gonna be suspicious if I'm not there when she wakes up. I have to go."

"Wait."

He pulls me close to him and kisses me. I kiss him back before I pull away.

"Bell, what are we?"

"I don't know. Let's talk about that."

"When?" I ask

"Tomorrow, Octavia's going to the doctors at 3."

"See you then."

I leave and go back to Octavia's room. Thankfully she's asleep so I lay back down and fall back asleep.

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Me and Octavia don't wake up till noon. She wakes up and takes a shower and gets ready. By about 2 she's ready to leave. She leaves since the doctors office she goes to is about a half hour drive. I make some food since I'm starving and eat in the living room so I can watch friends. I make myself some oatmeal. After the first episode is over the front door opens and in walks Bellamy.

"Hey princess."

"Hey." I smile at him.

He walks over and gives me a kiss. I push him away.

"Bellamy stop."

"Why. Your such a good kisser." He whines

"Cause I can't do that to Octavia. She's my bestfriend and your her brother."

"So? We keep it a secret."

"What a secret Bellamy. We aren't together. We can't be."

"Why can't we Clarke. You have feelings for me, I know the feelings aren't one sided here."

Did Bellamy Blake just admit to having feelings toward me? I know now that I do in fact have feelings for him but I'm not gonna admit that to him. If we ever got into a fight it would be awkward when me and Octavia hung out at her house.

"Your sister is why not. If we got together then had a big fight. That would ruin the time I spent here with Octavia. Worrying about if you were home and if I'd see you. I don't want that. I'm not gonna do that to her."

"Clarke..."

"No Bellamy. I can't do this."

I run out of the house as the tears stream down my face. I genuinely did start to fall for him. I run home and straight to my room. I wish I never fell for him.

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Finally a new chapter. Hopefully I'll be able to post more regularly but with school it will probably be at least once every week. Hopefully more often tho.