dear person who's in love

the train guy

Taehyungs head felt like a rock when he raised it from his pillow.

hangover.

Taehyung would normally not drink that much as he did the night before, the thing is with Tae that he never gets drunk , no matter how much he drinks, but he is not immune to hangovers and that sucks.

But he didn't want to spend the rest of his day in bed, so he ignored the headache and got up. 

Every Saturday Taehyung, spent with Ellie and Jimin, nothing has changed.

He put on lazy clothing, a pair of sunglasses, and went out.

There were literally no people in the subway, Taehyung had a whole seat for himself. It was a pretty day outside with the sun hanging low on the sky, Taehyung admired it, but he felt something else admiring him.

He shifted his gaze and looked at the person sitting on the opposite side of him. The guy had brown hair covering his forehead, brown eyes, he wore a leather jacket over his all black outfit. They held the eye contact for a long time, suddenly the other guy made a funny face, which Taehyung swore would be the best meme face he'd ever seen, Taehyung couldn't help but laugh at the other guy, who responded with a smile, showing his teeth, and the corners of his eyes crinkled.

The train arrived to where Taehyung was getting of, as hard as it was Taehyung broke the eye contact with the other guy and went out of the train.

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"no but seriously, Shane makes my head explode" Jimin said after taking a sip of his soda.

"some of his theories are way off" Ellie said making Jimin whine "Taehyu-ung".

Taehyung in his own thoughts didn't react. Jimin picked up a fry and threw it after him but missed. "hah, do you call that a throw?" Ellie laughed, she picked up another one and threw it perfectly just to Taehyungs face, making him jump in his seat, looking at his best friends "what?".

"you keep dazing off you nut, whats wrong?" Jimin announced.

"nothing" Taehyung answered picking up his soda. The thing was that Taehyung couldn't get that guy from the train out of his head, its kinda weird, but not something he wanted to share with his friends.

"you know, you can tell us everything right?" Ellie started cringing a bit, but Taehyung interrupted "Yeah yeah, i know, its nothing, I just have a hungover from last night"

"oh so you went?" Jimin said picking up another fry throwing it but missing again. "you really suck at throwing Chim" Ellie snorted. Jimin gave her a deadly glare but looked at Taehyung again.

"yeah I went, but nothing special, I think Chanyeol had a fight with a senior from Yongsan" Taehyung mumbled trying to change the subject.

"whaat?" both Jimin and Ellie yelled at the same time making people from other tables look at them. Those two dorks really loved drama.

"Chanyeol is a whole snack" Ellie said making her best dirty smile.

Jimin looked amused at her and cheered "Aaallriiight Ellieee"

Ellie rolled eyes at his lame comment "it's nothing compared to your 5th grader crush on Yoongi" she burst out of laughter, Taehyung bit his lips trying hard not to laugh.

Furious Jimin took a whole handful of fries and threw them all over Ellie who almost couldn't breathe from laughing at Jimin's reaction.

well that leaded to the three best friends got kicked out of McDonald's the fourth time in a month.

Ellie put an arm over Jimin "sorry my love, didn't know it meant that much to you" she smiled at him.

Jimin made up a fake laugh and gave her a deadly stare but put his arm over her shoulder then the other arm over Taehyung.

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Taehyung hoped that the guy would be in the train going back home, but of course he wasn't. He thought about what the other was doing at this moment, but cut his thoughts, "what the heck Kim Taehyung" he mumbled, shaking his head.

He stepped out of the train and walked the rest of the way home.

Taehyung's parents were out with Jimins parents, so the house was empty. His phone vibrated in his pocket. He took out and checked it

Jimin

movie night at Ellie's house, wanna join?

Even though Taehyung loved watching movies with his best friends, he wanted to be alone tonight.

he texted back and said that he needed rest, just because he didn't want them to worry or anything.

He went upstairs and took a shower. For a second he let his thoughts go, and again the guy from the train came into his mind again. He squeezed his eyes hard to ignore it "he was just funny" Taehyung said to himself.

later that night Taehyung sat in front of his computer with a bowl of Ramen. First he watched some videos Ellie and Jimin recommended, then he ended up with a clear google search page.

without thinking more about it he wrote "thinking about guys"

he immediately regretted it but didn't go back when all of the sources appeared on the screen.

one of them caught his eye "4 Reasons You Can't Stop Thinking About That Guy You Just Met"  

he clicked on it. he bit his lip every time it mentioned women.

He quickly closed the site "of course it says women Taehyung, BECAUSE ITS ONLY WOMEN WHO LIKES GUYS" Taehyung almost half yelled and threw himself on his bed.

what the heck is going on? he saw a simple guy smiling at him in a train a random Saturday. First of all how big are the odds for the guy liking other guys?

"what the fuck taehyung" he said putting a pillow on top of his head. Now he questions a strangers sexuality?

frustrated Taehyung forced himself to fall asleep.

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author update

ohhhh something is happening

if any of you readers thought the site tae found was a little interesting here the link

https://verilymag.com/2016/09/physical-chemistry-sexual-attraction-crush

hope its still good or something...