dear person who's in love

gay?

Taehyungs mother was cleaning the kitchen, when Taehyung still half asleep entered the kitchen.

"morning sweetie" she said and smiled at him. "Last time I saw you was friday night, how've you been?" she asked while whiping off some crumbs from the table.

Taehyung hummed "I'm alright, just tired" he rested his arms on the table.

she nodded understanding "maybe some fresh air would help? the weather is really nice"

Taehyung did as his mother said and went outside in the cold October day. He liked this time of the year, the trees were beautiful with all the different colors. Even though Taehyung knew that the trees were in the park, his body dragged him towards another place.

the subway.

Taehyung knew what it wanted but ignored it.

He stepped on to the train and sat the exact same seat like the day other day, no signs of the other boy. Of course he is not here, why would he ? Taehyung looked longing at the seat across him memorized their moment.

What was it with this boy, that made Taehyung remember him?

He stepped out of the train and walked to the train going back home.

He pulled out his phone when he sat down at a random seat. A lot of people tagged him in pictures from Annabelle's party. As he scrolled through the blurry Instagram pictures he heard a really bad attempt of a fake cough that made him look up.

and there he was again.

the brown haired boy that Taehyung couldn't get out of his head the whole weekend.

the other guy couldn't hold back his smile at Taehyungs open mouth reaction.

Taehyung realized the other almost could see down his throat, he quickly closed his mouth and gulped.

The guy leaned forward and rested his elbows on his thighs "hello" he said.

Taehyung swore he'd heard that voice before, lowkey freaking out he got out an okay casual "hey"

beside the other, an old impatient lady was sitting clearly waiting for one of them to continue the conversation. but none of them did, they just looked at each other.

this time Taehyung made a funny face, the other guy continued with another one, Taehyung noticed the old lady smile a little.

the other noticed it too and laughed at it.

suddenly the train stopped and the doors opened. as much as Taehyung didnt want to leave again, he did.

- - - -

on they way home Taehyung went over their meet, maybe he was actually allowed to think about the other guy when he was the one who started this time?

but its still kinda weird, like they met each other two times, said one word to each other, and now Taehyung is going all yada yada about it.

maybe he would only see him a few times in the train but that's literally it "so calm your titties Taehyung" he said to himself.

- - - -

His parents was settled down at their usual places in the kitchen when Taehyung entered.

his father looked up from his computer "ahh my precious son" he said, sounding like he'd waited to say that but wasn't fully prepared for Taehyungs early arrival.

His mother turned around from the stove with pan in her hand "do you want to eat with us Taehyung?" she asked in the same calm voice.

Taehyung nodded and sat down by the table, beside his father, the family didn't eat that much together anymore.

Taehyungs father often worked at night at the office or at home, his mom as a surgeon could work different times everyday. But when they could be together it was really nice and Taehyung enjoyed it.

"Dong-sun is getting divorced" Taehyungs father said with a smile his face.

"Min-jae" Taehyungs mother sighed.

"we all knew it, the two of them have been fighting since college" he then said, and Taehyungs mother nodded "yeah you're right"

Taehyungs dad looked at Taehyung, who was poking his food with his fork "how about you son, how is school going?".

wow so my dad connects someones divorce with my school life cool, Taehyung thought.

"It's alright, tons of homework, but that's not new, I've talked to more people this year than last year"

both of Taehyungs parents nodded. "what about Ellie and Jimin, how are they doing?" Taehyungs mother asked while pouring water in her glass.

Taehyung chewed a piece of meat while answering "they're good, Ellie got in to Stanford"

"I knew there was something in that girl" Taehyungs father said proud while clapping his hands then went straight back to his food. Taehyung and his mother laughed.

They talked more about school and an episode of Dr Phil until Taehyungs dad got a phone call and his mother needed to get ready for her night shift at the hospital.

Taehyung went to his room and sat in front of his computer.
He finished some homework, and ended up at the blank google search page again.

He couldn't help but find the site from last night again.

"4 Reasons You Can't Stop Thinking About That Guy You Just Met"

He read it a few times but caught himself.

"What the fuck Taehyung" he stood up so quick that his chair fell behind him.

He rushed over to his mirror "when did you start being so.... so GAY?" He asked himself in the mirror.

He walked back and forth in his room "come on, you literally met this guy two times, and you're practically planning a wedding, i mean what the fudge"

He rushed to his phone and called Jimin and Ellie, he couldn't hold it in anymore.

"Sup bitches" Ellie said when everybody was connected.

Jimin who was eating something said "heyo" between the loud chewing.

"Ellie, you think about Chanyeol, but you know you're not in love with him or anything right?" Taehyung finally said. He had a plan, he wanted help from his friends without actually saying what was going on.

"Uhh yeah, he's just great to look at" Ellie answered.
"Right, and Jimin, you don't consider yourself gay, because you think about Yoongi right?"

"IM NOT IN LOVE WITH YOONGI" Jimin huffed.
"Don't even try Chimmie-boy" Ellie sighed through the phone.

Impatient Taehyung tried again "Jimin?"

Jimin groaned "all right, i haven't really thought about the sexuality part, cuz' i don't like him THAT much"

"Tae, why are you asking these weird questions?" Ellie then asked which made Taehyung freeze.

"Uhh.. ju-just curious, you know" Taehyung tried sounding as normal as possible.

"Nahh, i think moonboy is in love with someoneeee" Jimin giggled.

The word 'in love' made Taehyung choke on his own saliva.
"Ooooooo, tell us moonboy" Ellie laughed at the new nickname.

And then Taehyung told them.
Told them about the mysterious boy he met in the train two times, their amazing eye contacts, and how he looked of course.

Both of them was totally hyped up after Taehyung told them about his boy.

"Let's find this man" Jimin said loud through the speaker right up in Taehyungs ear.

"Eh" Taehyungs mumbled.