dear person who's in love

he is beautiful

"I accidentally told my mom about your little kiss with Jungkook" Jimin said lifting his shoulders to his ears, smiling nervously.

It was Tuesday, at lunch time. Taehyungs friends practically exploded two days ago (in a good way) when he told them about him and Jungkook at Mina's party. They haven't talked about anything else since.

"It's alright, we trust Mi-jeong with our lives" Ellie said with her mouth full of pasta.

Taehyung shrugged and nodded. Mrs Park was like an extra best friend.

"As long as you don't tell others, then it's alright" Taehyung answered staring at Jimin who was nodding.

All of them automatically looked to their side as the large group of jocks walked across the cafeteria.
Taehyung noticed Jungkook walking in the front talking to Chanyeol and Shownu, Taehyung thought he looked kinda hotter than usual. His didn't wear his blazer, the white uniform shirt sat tight around his upper body. Taehyung just knew that underneath was a firm and muscular chest.

The other noticed Taehyung looking at him, he smirked then winked at Taehyung like nobody was around. Like it was just the two of them in the room.

Taehyung made wide eyes and turned around completely stiff. Unfortunately he wasn't the only one who saw the wink.
"Did I just witness a wink?" Jimin squintined his eyes together.
"I did and it was stimulating" Ellie answered nodding slow, looking back at Taehyung.
Taehyung was still stiff. So did that mean they had a thing? Was Jungkook just messing with him?

Namjoon came to their table and sat down. "hey guys, we're playing tonight, i think someone would be really happy if you came" he said smiling , so that his dimples was visible. Namjoon was actually really good looking. He was tall, muscular, he had brown hair always swiped backwards. He was super smart but also super dumb at the same time, he never really told people that he was smart, he hated to brag about things. Therefore he was super nice and always remembered to include everybody and speak for what is right.

He was definitely a keeper.

Taehyung looked at Ellie cause of course Namjoon was talking to her about Elias. She was smiling at Namjoon "of course Joon". Jimin nooded too.

He smiled at the three friends who suddenly had a big meaning to the football team. He stood up took his tray and walked back to the jocks table.

"you two have to do something about your half done relationships" Ellie said pointing at the two boys at the table.

Taehyung wrinkled his nose, looked at Jimin who had the same facial expression, then back at Ellie "what do you mean?".
Ellie sighed "you can't just make out or have sex with them and not be more than mutuals".

She was right. Taehyung had feelings for Jungkook, he was not sure what kind of feelings though, he was not even sure about the gay part yet.

"why do I have to move so fast, im not sure yet" Taehyung answered looking down. "you're right Tae , but you!" Ellie said and pointed at Jimin who looked up "you have to do something about Yoongi, you guys clearly have a thing".

"yep, and you want more, just go for it chim" Taehyung added looking up at Jimin.

He glanced at the time on the clock by the door "Ellie, we should probably head to class or else we'll be late" he said and stood up.

Ellie stood up too "just go, i'll catch up" she answered.

Taehyung nodded and walked out of the cafeteria with Jimin.

- - -

Taehyung tried calling the fourth time after sending the third message to Ellie. He sighed as no one answered, and looked up. The train was full of people from his school, same uniform but no faces he recognized.