BTS 8th member ✔️

Leave The City

I'm tired
Of tending to this fire
I've used up all I've collected
I have singed my hands

Love Yourself Tour

"Her depression isn't getting better." Namjoon said softly.

"How is she holding up?" Seokjin asked Yoongi, he had light bags under his eyes.

"She doesn't sleep anymore, she always hold things in and she won't let them out, she keeps her emotions bottled up and just chooses to change emotions." Yoongi said sadly.

Namjoon sighs deeply and all the boys were concerned.

Darling stayed in her hotel room rather then going to mic check.

"I'm sure Noona will be ok." Jungkook tried to ease everyone, they all nodded and continued on until the show.

It's glowing
Embers barely showing
Proof of life in the shadows
Dancing on my plans

Darling entered the dressing room just as everyone was about done getting ready.

"Darling where have you been?!" Namjoon yelled, his voice had signs of anger, confusion, and sadness.

"I slept too much... Sorry, it won't happen again." Darling said, she had no emotion in her voice as her makeup was already done, she went to grab her outfit for the opening show and left to change.

Namjoon sighed deeply as everyone tried to seem occupied as if they weren't listening to the conversation.

Darling walked back into the dressing room in her full outfit as the makeup and hair team touched up her hair and makeup.

"Darling how'd you get your makeup done so quick?" Eui asked as she took a flat iron and fixed some strands of hair that lost their straightened state.

"I woke up 20 minutes before I got here and I guess just quickly blended out." Darling shrugged as she looked down both in thought and just as Eui fixed the eyeshadow.

The boys looked everywhere, but Darling as they started to get the finishing touches done before the show began.

They know that it's almost
They know that it's almost over
They know that it's almost
They know that it's almost over

The burning
Is so low it's concerning
'Cause they know that when it goes out
It's a glorious gone
It's only
Time before they show me
Why no one ever comes back
With details from beyond

Darling tried to mask her emotions during the show, she knows that the everyone ignores her because of her emotions. She realizes it, she could care less. The show ended and Darlings ending-ment was next to talk within the lineup, none of the boys looked at Darling as the mic was lifted to her lips.

"Hi." She said into the mic, the crowd was silent which made Darling's chest hurt, anxiety.

"I've always enjoyed performing, it's possibly my most favorite activity to do while being an idol-" she paused as her eyes started to hurt too, tears.

"-I -I just want what's best for everyone, for the ARMY, for the crew, for the rest of my members, but I always forget to want what is best for myself." She spoke, her chest started to hurt more as some tears started to fall down her cheek as she aggressively wiped them away with her white hoodie, which was a large and was baggy on Darling's form.