BTS 8th member ✔️

Sea

[This Chapter does affect the Plotline]
[ALSO THIS MY INTERPRETATION OF THE SONG, EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN, I KNOW WHAT THE SONG IS ABOUT, BUT THAT WAS AFTER I MADE MY INTERPRETATION MONTHS AGO. OK COOL THANK YOU LOVE YOU 💜]

'Love Yourself: Her' introduced a hidden song that could only be accessed on buying the physical copy of the album. Or if fans were kind enough to post it on the internet.

That hidden song was Sea.
(A/N: My second favorite BTS song, but that's besides the point 😆)

Sea had a beautiful tune, with a fun melody, but still carried an impactful message.

BTS has found new success in their recent music, but this new found success brought a burden to them, losing happiness. Happiness isn't easily achieved in the k-pop industry. There are so many closed doors that separate the fans from their idols, fans may not realize that their idols are hurting when they appear on screen with smiles and laughs, as if nothing was ever wrong.

One specific member in the BTS line up was Darling, her depression was fast approaching and it hit hard. After the news of her grandfather being admitted to the hospital Darling didn't know how to feel.

She felt numb, confused, gloomy.

Darling sat in her room, the lamp on her nightstand on as it gloomed around her room with a soft orange hue as she stared at her duvet covers. She sat criss-cross, her fingers playing with the threads and seams of her blanket as she just stares at the fabric that covered her bed. Her door closed and her phone a few inches away from her body, her phone lighting up with message of encouragement, each vibration shaking the whole mattress lightly, she let out a huge sigh as she grabs her phone and puts it on 'Do Not Disturb' she tossed her phone blindly on the bed as she continued to stare at her duvet.

Tears started to build up in her eyes and she silently sobbed, she came back from Chicago a week ago and the pain still filters her mind, taking over her thoughtless mind with sadness and despair, memories of her and her grandfather flooding her mind.

Her mother's father was on his death bed and she wasn't able to help, she was all the way across the world in a completely different time zone... alone, with no blood relatives in close meters from her. Sure she had her grandmother from her father's side, but they didn't have as strong of a connection. Her sobs continued to flow through her as tears dropped on her duvet, soaking the material as her hands gripped the blanket tightly. Her sobs were quiet and short, struggling to breathe properly while sadness controlled her. A knock was heard, but she ignored it completely as her sobs continued, but were getting harder. The door opened as someone gasped, they rushed to her and sat behind her, she felt a strong chest pressed to her left side as she continued to cry, she turned to the figure and grabbed their shirt tightly as she continued to cry, her head placed on the crook of her neck as she cries. The person's arms held her and their chin was placed on her head as they just sat there, waiting for her sobs to subside.

"Yoongi? Where'd you go?" A voice said as they approached Darling's room.

"What happened?" The person said as footsteps were heard and the bed dipped.

"I don't know I just found her like this." Yoongi said as he moved his head from Darling's as he looked at the person in front of him.

"Namjoon... Yoongi? Where are you guys?" Another voice said.

"Darling's room." Namjoon said, heavy footsteps were heard entering.

Darling's sobs slowly came to an end, her eyes opened as they were in pain. She looked up to Yoongi looking down to her, their faces inches apart, a blush formed and she looked away to see Namjoon on the bed and Hoseok sitting on her desk chair, but closer to the group. She sniffles as she saw all three of the oldest males around her.