BTS 8th member ✔️

Anger & Frustration

[Events in this chapter aren't meant to be represented in real life. This is all fiction.]

All of BTS sat around the table eating quietly, but a ninth chair was squished in the equal numbered of chairs around said table.

Darling gripped her fork as she stared at her plate with a nicely folded napkin next to her plate. She sat across from Jungkook with Jin sitting in the middle of them, taking one end of the table, Namjoon took the other end. Jimin sat next to Darling, with Hobi sitting next to him then the mystery guest, Cho Hwa-Young, a trainee at an entertainment company Darling forgot because she honestly didn't care, Yoongi sat next to Jungkook then Taehyung.

Darling's left leg was pressed against the table leg strongly and it seemed like one of the many annoyances on Darling's mind. Her right leg bounced furiously with another napkin placed on her thigh as she continued to stare at her plate while giggles were heard to her right, her eyes locked on Hoseok and Hwa-Young giggling and being quite close together, too much for Darling's liking. Jin, Jungkook and Jimin noticed Darling's discomfort, resulting all three men looking at each other confusingly, but letting it go and continued to silently eat, the other boys unaware of the tension being built by Darling's anger and annoyance,

Hoseok brought Hwa-Young because apparently they have been dating for about 2 months, and Darling found out about it 10 minutes, while the boys knew a week after Hobi and Hwa-Young started dating behind closed doors. Darling was pissed, but hid her emotions to Hoseok because she didn't want to over complicate things, but bottling up her anger was backfiring on her.

All the boys knew Darling would be upset about not knowing it sooner, but Hoseok's decision to not tell her was all him, the boys respected that. Darling was pissed about not knowing it sooner and at Hobi for not telling her and deciding not to, and she was confused as to why. She asked every member why Hoseok wouldn't confess and they answered the same thing, they didn't know, Darling's frustrations continued to grow.

As Darling's fork slowly went to pierce a small cut of steak, Hoseok and Hwa-Young's giggling turned to louder laughter and Darling's hand shot down on the plate, creating a high pitched scratch against the plate, the fork piercing straight through the steak, she closed her eyes as the rest of her hand gripped on the fork strongly, her knuckles starting to take a shade of white as her head hung low, the laughter stopped and everyone's attention was on the silver haired girl. She sat still and her eyes slowly opened as she continued to stare at the plate, she dropped the fork, it clanked on the white porcelain.

She got up quickly, the chair screeching against wood floor, the chair almost falling on impact as she grabbed the napkin that rested on her thigh and she threw it on the plate, Jimin and Jin bouncing back in surprise as the napkin hit the plate.

"Excuse me." Darling said with no emotion and walked away, she roughly grabbed a leather jacket from the coat hanger and grabbed the door handle. She opened the door and slammed it shut, everyone bouncing in surprise.

"What's her issue?" Hwa-Young sassily asked as everyone sighed heavily and Hobi grabbed her hand, responding with 'it's nothing.' Hwa-Young nodded and decided it was best to leave, Hobi brought her to the door, kissed her cheek and watched her leave. He walked to the dining room where everyone started to clean up.

"She didn't take her phone." Jimin said sadly as he held up her phone, everyone sighed again.

"I don't fully understand what's happening." Hoseok said as he slouched in the chair he previously sat in.

"You're joking." Yoongi said angrily.

"Calm down Yoongi, it was Hoseok's decision to-" Yoongi cut off Jin.

"Yes I understand that it was Hoseok's decision to not tell Darling, but we all knew this was bound to happen. We all knew, I even mentioned that Darling wouldn't be happy that she wasn't being told about it sooner, but you all didn't listen to me." Yoongi ranted as he crossed his arms angrily.

"I didn't want her to be upset about it." Hoseok confessed and Yoongi scoffed and rolled his eyes.

"Darling cares deeply about us and our emotions, but she won't stand in the way of us being happy. She understands that you're happy, but she's probably upset that you never told her." Jin reasoned as he rubbed Hoseok's shoulder in comfort and Yoongi shook his head.

"Don't speak for her Jin, you know better than that." Yoongi hissed as he walked away angrily and shut his door loudly, everyone jumping.

"I messed up..." Hoseok said as he rubbed his face.

"This was your decision, she just has to accept it." Jin said to Hoseok.

"But it isn't right for her to not know when we knew a week after you confessed. It's completely unfair to her." Jimin reasoned, Hoseok nodded in agreement.

"Let her cool off, she'll be alright." Namjoon said as everyone nodded and went off into their separate rooms.

*~*~*~*~*

Everyone was asleep as Yoongi was sitting in the living room, the tv was on some random channel on mute, paper and notebooks were scattered around Yoongi as the clock hit 2:57 AM Saturday morning, the front door was opened then closed and shoes dropped on the floor, Yoongi jumped in surprise as he took all the papers off of him and stood up, Darling stumbled into the living room, her left arm kept her up against the wall as Yoongi sighed disappointedly.

"Where'd you go?" He asked as he made his way to her, his left arm snaked around her waist as he grabbed her right arm and placed it on her shoulders as he guided her to the couch, she dropped on the couch and slumped down and Yoongi gathered the lyrics and songs ideas and scattered them on the coffee table as he sat next to her.

"Places-" she wiped saliva that started to escape the side of her mouth.

"I'm an adult, I can go to places without you knowing, you aren't my guardian." She defended as she stared at the paper-covered coffee table.

"Bullshit, I care about your sorry ass and I need to at least know where you were."

"That bar that's 5 blocks away from here. I had some tequila, that it." She confessed.

"What's wrong?" He asked, ignoring her confession.

"Why the hell didn't he tell me? Like what reason does he have to not tell the only female member in the group, about having a girlfriend? Like what did I do wrong?" She asked.

"I honestly don't-"

"Don't even fucking finish that sentence. I know you don't know, but it's really frustrating that no one knows, hell maybe
Hobi doesn't even know, I just want a reason why he didn't tell me sooner, it's a dick move of him to just not... tell me. ME! OF all people!" She rants as she starts to tear up.

"I don't fucking get it." She finishes and tears fall down her face as Yoongi sighs sadly and wraps an arm around her as her face makes contact with his chest, she cries harder and grabs his shirt, he hugs her and sighs as he wraps his arms fully.

"You understand that it's his decision correct?"

"Yeah, but I hate it. It makes absolutely no sense at all." She says as she sniffs.

"Like would he think I would get jealous? I wouldn't we're like Sunshine siblings, we're like sunshine related, we took sunshine stickers and stuck them on our hands and shook on it. I don't see him like anything romantic at all. I just don't understand." She says and she sniffles again.

"Who knows, let's get you to bed." He starts to lift her up as she clings onto Yoongi.

"Can you stay tonight, you're like super comfy right now. Like a strong, fluffy teddy bear." She says as her arms wrap around his waist and he laughs.

"Sure."

"Anything for you."