It Is What It Is (Roommates Sequel)

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Kidd

"Thanks for the head" I said closing the door. She seemed nice, well I guess. I didn't really have a conversation with her.

I went to shower then made my way to the trap. "Wassup Kidd" D said soon as I walked inside.

"Shyt, u find anything on the twins and Jay yet?"

"Naw, she went MIA forreal but didn't u say Grams invited her to the 5 year Miller family reunion? "

I nodded "But if she don't want to show, she won't"

He followed me into my office and took in seat in the leather hair in front of my desk. "What if she do show? What u plan on saying to her?" he asked.

"I'm probably gonna wait until she go somewhere alone, then get her somewhere by herself. Then explain myself and let her know I can't be without her"

"Whatever u do nigga, don't say I'm sorry. Say I apologize, then continue with everything"

"I got u nigga. But on real shyt, what if she don't want to hear shyt I gotta say?" I asked. Jayla can be stubborn sometimes and if she don't want to do something, she won't. If she doesn't want to forgive me, she won't.

"Make her listen. I remember one time I fcked up with La, real bad. I could have bet all I got that she wasn't going to forgive me. I got her alone, then told her just have dinner with me and let me explain. If she don't wanna fck with me after that then I'd leave her alone. During the dinner I spilled my heart to that girl. She forgave me and here we are today. But Jayla, might not be so easy"

"Damn, I never would have thought u and La had issues. Y'all look like the perfect couple" I told him honestly. La always smiling and D always hugged up on her smiling.

"Yea we did, but everything good now. I'm still working on getting her to fully trust me again but it's good"

"Iight I see" I nodded "We'll continue this talk later, I got some shyt to catch up on"

D nodded, dapped me up then walked out.

I leaned back into my chair and sighed. I have no idea what I'm going to do if I see Jayla.

I already know I'm waiting until she goes somewhere alone then I'll go talk to her, but what am I going to say?

I'm sorry for kissing my ex?

It'll never happen again?

She'd laugh in my face then walk awaym Although those things are true, that's not what she wants to hear. She wants me to say I waa wrong, I need her and still love her.

Thos are true also, and I'll say them. I'll say them just cause that's what she wanna hear, and cause I mean them.

The first 2 or 3 years she was gone, I was wildin. On mamas. I was cappin niggas for no reason, fckin anything with pussy and drinking whatever came my way. I don't even drink.

Jayla might not forgive me but no matter what, she's always gonna be in my life because of Cater and Cassie.

But I do know one thing. Every time I see her, I'll tell her how much I love her and need her. I'll keep telling her until she forgives me and becomes my girl again.

I know she won't agree to being my wife right away but I'm willing to work at it.

I'm willing to work hard for her.