Torn

Chapter Four

Toni stepped up onto the bus as I followed her. The night air was to crisp for my likings. "Hey" I heard Luke say to her, she sat down beside him her hair now halfway straight. She looked exhausted as she rested her head against the back of the couch. "Did you enjoy the show Michael?" She asked, her head now on Luke's shoulder. Michael raised an eyebrow as she flashed him a devilish smile. "Harry's dick grab is starting to get pretty steamy." He laughed, we all knew he was uncomfortable though. He nodded agreeing with her as she stood from her seat. "We have hotel rooms tonight." Ashton said from beside me. "Three nights here." I nodded. Toni's cheeks were beginning to redden as I watched her. Her small fingers ran across the thighs of her jeans. She was in deep thought, her eyes focused on one thing. "Well Imma go." Luke said standing. We all said goodbye as he excited the bus. I walked over to Toni, taking her hand. She followed me deeper into the bus. "Are you alright?" I asked pulling her bag out of the storage compartment.

"Yeah i'm fine." She whispered taking it from my hand. "This week's almost over." She mumbled. I looked up at her, her eyes were staring past me.

Quickly standing I took her face into my hands. "Tha-at doesn't change anything." She shook her head freeing her face from my touch.

"It means fucking everything." She said harshly in a whisper. "It means neither of us know when the next time i'll get to see you. I go back to college soon, you still have to finish touring." She was crying now. "And here I am falling for you when you're going to be leaving soon." I tried to wrap my arms around her but she just pushed me away. I was stronger than her as I crushed her small body against me. "I want a lifetime with you. I want a lifetime with music. I want them both and i'm going to have them both. We will make this work." She tried to shake her head but my arms were to tight. "Don't fight it Toni." I whispered pulling her back. My lips crushed hers as she gasped into me. We were sharing air, we were sharing each other. I watched as she lifted her top over her shoulders, it silently hitting the floor. My eye scanned her porcelain skin, i couldn't stop myself. My lips came in contact with the warm skin at the top of her bra. Her head fell back as fingers grasped my hair. I could tell she hadn't been touched in a long time. I pulled back examining the red mark I had left. "Not here" I said harshly. She nodded throwing her shirt back on.

I grabbed her bags and mine , following her off the bus. "Bye guys" she said to Michael who was staring at her flushed cheeks. He raised his arms at once he was out of her sight. I flipped him off as my feet hit the pavement. Toni was eyeing me from the car, lust was swimming in her green oceans.

The hotel wasn't far from the venue but by the way Toni kept looking at me it felt like a million miles away. "I'll be here at 8 to pick you up." The driver said as he pulled away. I followed my sweet little blonde into the brightly lit lobby. She stood close behind me, her small fingers wrapped around mine as I got the key.

We got a room on the 16th floor and tension was high between the two of us. She staid close but made no move to touch. I could hear the blood pounding in my dick as I grew harder. She smiled at me once the elevator doors opened leading us into a wide hallway. "645" i whispered scanning the doors. "Right here." A small hand snaked its way up the front of my shirt as I pushed the key in. She laughed as I dropped the bags, the door slamming behind us. "I need to use the rest room." She said before I could pull her into my arms. I rolled my eyes but nodded as she walked away unbuckling her jeans.

I sat down on the bed, my head was swimming as my knee bounced up and down. The door came open, Toni stepped out of the bathroom now in just the t-shirt she was wearing before. Slowly she walked toward me, my hands caught hold of her thighs pulling her in between my legs. I pulled a knee up onto the bed. My fingers slowly carressing the soft skin of her inner thigh. Her breathing was heavy as she watched me.