Torn

Chapter Six

I loved him. I fucking loved Calum. Harry flashed across my mind and I frowned. I couldn't have him, I would never have him. "Are you alright?" Calum said from the bunk across me. It was day five out of fourteen. We were on our way to Washington for their next show. "Yeah i'm fine." I whispered pulling my blanket up under my chin. I wanted him beside me but it was too hot for him. I frowned as he reached his arm across the space in search of my fingers. "Just come over here, i wont touch you." He shook his head.

"I can't handle it love." I rolled the opposite direction pulling the covers off me. "Your ass looks amazing if that makes things better." I raised my middle finger making him laugh softly. "I love you." I drifted to sleep his words playing in my head.

The sound of pouring rain woke me up, the light dim inside the bus. My shirt was wet as I pulled it away from my skin. I was drenched in sweat. "Motherfuck." I groaned climbing to my feet. Calum wasn't in his bunk. None of the boys were. I searched through my bag until I found shorts, a new shirt and my makeup.

"Hey" Harry sang as I finally walked into the building. The ringlets in his hair were dripping against his chest. "It's raining pretty bad out there." I nodded.

"Where can I find a shower?" He smiled.

"There's one in my dressing room." I nodded following him.

"No." I snapped my hands on my hips. "Anyone can walk in here." I shrieked as Harry starting to walk out of the mens bathroom. "There isn't even a fucking curtain." The door slammed closed as I cursed some more. I sat the stuff in my hands down on the sink and made it to the furthest shower there was. Whoever walked in would still get a clear view of my ass. "Fucking hell." I snarled turning the water on. I didn't know which way to stand that could hide my body the most. I turned my body toward the water deciding if they saw anything they would see my butt.

The shower was quick as i felt around water in my eyes. "Where the fuck is my towel." My eyes snapped open as it came into my view on the sink along with my other things.

I hurried along only making it to the middle of the room as Niall stepped in. His fingers were fumbling with his belt until our eyes met. "What!? Toni what the hell." I ran to my towel barely being able to wrap it around myself as he rushed out. "Fucking Harry."

*niall's pov*

I ran out of the bathroom and straight to my dressing room. "Fuck" i snapped looking down at the buldge in my jeans. "Fuck" i shouted.

The door clicked open as Sasha one of our stylist walked in. Without thinking i turned to her. "Oh. Ohh." Her eyes were glued to my crouch as I frowned at her. "It's nothing to be ashamed of Niall." She said before walking out. I dropped my jeans once the door shut, my dick sprang out like it was free from prison. How could one person have this affect on me so easy. I wasn't this easy to turn on. It's because i haven't seen a girl naked in a while. That's it, the only explanation. I've seen plenty on their knees but actually naked. Nope, not since the end of the last tour. I gripped on as I released myself.

I cleaned my mess sitting down on the chair. Toni had a affect on me that I couldn't understand. She wasn't like the rest of our fans. She was collected unless when she was with Harry. You could literally see herself falling apart when he looked at her. Then when Calum looked at her it was like he was putting her back together. So where do I fit in? Fucking no where. My heart ached as I rested my head against my hand. "Fuck."

*calum's pov*

Toni walked into the dressing room as I filmed Ashton and Michael dancing. I turned the camera on her, small hands flew up to cover her face. "Come on show Instagram how pretty your eyes are." She lowered her hand as i zoomed in on, she batted her eyes lashes at me before stepping into my arms. Her perfume wrapped around me as my face went into the crook of her neck. "I love these jeans on you." I whispered against her skin my hands sliding into her pocket.

"Rape!" Michael screamed jumping onto my back. I was slammed into the floor as laughter took over my body. "Hey no converse tonight security says. To wet we could slip." Luke says walking in. His arm wrapped around Toni's shoulder as she smiled up at him. Jealously was building up in my stomach but there was no reason for it. When she looked at me it gave me all the assurance I needed. I stood up to my feet as she left his touch and came to mine. It felt like walking into home for the first time whenever she touched me. "Come on let's go." She said wrapping an arm around my waist. Allison came up to my other side Ashton linked onto her.

*toni's pov*

I stepped into the room, as Calum hurried onto the stage. "So Cal loves these jeans on you huh?" Harry asked as I came beside him. I raised an eyebrow as Harry showed me his phone. It was michael and ashton then I came into view. It was the video Calum took when I came in. I gasped as the camera went down to my butt as you hear Calum speak lowly to me. "No fucking way." Harry laughed as his phone was replaced in his pocket. "That has to be deleted."

"It's already been retweeted 100 thousand times. And even more likes on Instagram." Liam said from my side. I shook my head as Niall walked up his cheeks warm with embarrassment. "You watched?" I snapped. "And after seeing me naked that's fucking great!"

"What he, Niall saw you naked?" Harry asked. I turned to him roughly punching his shoulder.

"Yes because of you. You said no one would walk in."

He lowered his eyes. "I had to wee." I shook my head walking away from the three boys. I heard footsteps behind me as I grabbed a beer out of the fridge. "I'm sorry." Niall said softly. "You know if I knew I would have never walked in." I nodded turning to him bringing the bottle up to my lips. "You have a great ass by the way."

"Just stop while you are ahead. I mean it." He nodded smiling down at me.

"I like when you wear normal clothes."

"What." I acted offended. "You don't like my sexy secretary look?" He bent over as laughter took over his body. His laugh was contagious as I erupted into giggles.

"I do , I do." He said standing straight taking deep breaths. "But this." His long fingers took the end of my shirt into his grip. "Is really nice."

"Toni!" Harry snapped causing me to jump. I looked over to him as he walked my way. His eyes going between me and Niall. "Do you wanna stay on my bus tonight? I would like ya know a normal movie fest." I smiled up at him as my boyfriend stepped off the stage, a smile waiting for me.

**** Sorry it's short, I just love me a cliffhanger! ****