Torn

Chapter Eight

*calum's pov*

I woke up alone, the bunk warmer than normal. Toni's long blonde hair flowed over the side of her mattress. Her back facing me, i smiled as I slipped to my feet. She groaned as I scooted in behind her. She still smelt of alcohol but her shampoo was lovely. I ran my finger along the length of her face. "You. You are something I couldn't even dream up in my entire life time." She rolled over her body settling into my chest. I never wanted to lose her, I never wanted to lose this.

*harry's pov*

Toni pouted up at me as I said no to the bra she was holding up against her. "Come on Harry." She groaned turning from me. "I only have four days left with him." With me. "I wanna shake his world so hard his socks fall off."

"He makes love to you with socks on?"

She rolled her eyes. "I wouldn't call it love making." She pulled another bra from the rack. I watched her as she turned in the mirror picturing it on her.

"He doesn't make love to you?"

She turned to me and sighed. "We never have enough time alone."

"I would find time to make love to you." I whispered, secretly hoping she would hear. She didn't as she replaced the bra. She picked a black one. "That's it." I said smoothly, I was trying my hardest to act calm but the ache between my legs was getting worse.

She picked four more before finally taking my arm leading me to the cashier.

*calums pov*

"Four days." Allison whined in Ashton's arms. Four days was all I had left with the girl I hadn't gone a single moment without thinking about. She altered my world completely.

The door to the dressing room opened, Harry stepped in with large pink bags in his hands. Toni came in behind him. Her hair was pulled back exposing her rosy cheeks. She looked up at me, a smile playing on her lips. I wanted to run to her and wrap her in my arms. Harry turned to her. "Thank for you going." She said up to him. He smiled down at her before placing a kiss on her cheek. She took the bags and came to my side. "I got a surprise for you." She giggled her lips connecting with mine. I didn't care at the moment. I was just glad she was with me.

*toni pov*

"I got our tickets today." Allison said from the bunk as I placed my purchases today in my bag. I frowned at her, there was no way I was ready to go. "Me either." She said reading what I was thinking. "I don't want to go any longer without him. Trust me it's hard."

"I'm going to miss Harry. This is their last tour together."

"Don't get me wrong, Harry is gayer than fucking jeffree star but I don't know he looks at you like you are his universe." I looked over at her with wide eyes. "For Perrie's birthday he watched you all night."

I shrugged. "He was drunk." She shook her head as she stood. "I'm just saying he has a thing and it's for you. I have to go shower i'll see you later." I waved bye as she stepped off the bus. I knew what she was talking about, after what Harry had said today about making time to make love to me, I knew it. Honestly it makes my stomach do flips but it was too late.

"Toni?" Harry's voice raised goose bumps.

"Back here." a smile was flashing at me.

"Has he seen them?" He pointed to the lace poking out of my bag. I giggled shaking my head. He took a seat beside me on the bunk our knees brushing. I looked up at him, his pupils were dilated. "Can we talk?" He whispered his face inches from mine. I nodded my lips parted as his face came closer. "I don't think i'm gay."