Torn

Chapter Twenty One

My hand glistened as I rocked it back and forth in the sun as we continued through the zoo. Calum smiled from my left. "If it's not the right one we can easily go back. I picked it out the other day, the reason you woke up alone." he squeezed my shoulder.
"It's absolutely stunning."
"There's a fucking giraffe!" Luke squealed pulling us from our moment. Our friends erupted into laughter around us. I was getting married, the moment was surreal to even think about. I raised our twined fingers and snapped a photo. "Ah" I squealed as it was posted to twitter.
"Ladies and gent, Mrs. Future hood at your assistant." that caption made me smile even harder. I looked up at my tall dark and handsome. His suit jacket removed, the first couple of button his shirt undone. The expensive ray bans hid his glorious eyes. He was my light at the end of the tunnel and he was shinning bright. "I love you." I whispered softly, he quickly looked down at me. A plump lip was pulling between his teeth. "Till death do us part." I giggled bumping him.
"for richer or poor and in sickness and health." my giggles turned into a proper fit causing us to get a few weird looks.
"Leave them alone." Allison snapped cheesing at me. "C'mon let's get a better look at Luke." she punched his shoulder. I wanted to be frozen in this wonderful day. All of our moods were lifted to the skies as the sun began to set.

*Calum's pov*

"I got us a hotel room." he winked at me. "I figured we could celebrate our selves." she nodded up at me happily.
"We will see you guys tomorrow!" I yelled to everyone my arm tight around my fiance's waist. There were a few coos and yelling as I pulled a giggling Toni toward the car I had arrived in. She was still admiring her ring as she pulled the seat belt across her. "Next are children." I joked but the way she froze, fear crossing her face, she didn't think it was funny. "I'm joking, love." I leaned in taking her familiar scent intoxicating me for the hundredth time. "No children for us."I whispered against her temples before kissing the stop my breath had warmed. I felt her entire body relax causing me to smile.
"Where are we going?" she whispered, her pupils blown.
I pushed a blonde hair behind her ear. "just a hotel." I shrugged. She stared down at her hand once again. "you're acting a little nervous why?"
Her eye met mine. "I'm floating on a cloud of love to be honest." she undid her seat belt and straddled my waist. "we're getting married." her lips ghosted across the skin on my neck. "I'll get to kiss you for the rest of my life."a wet kissed was placed at the base of my throat. "I'll get to wake up to this beautiful tanned face whenever I like." she pulled back her small hands placed on my cheeks. "You're mine." The car came to a stop interrupting our moment.
"come I want to make love to you."

*Toni's pov*

I laid down on the large bed, my shoes already removed. Calum's pants were undone as a large finger traced the shape of my bare foot. I giggled jerking it back from his touch. "The tour is almost over." he whispered retrieving my foot, I watched as he kissed up my calf. "then we are going to Sydney for Ashton and Allison's wedding." his eyes blazed down at me. "I figured." another kiss was placed a little higher up on knee. "We could go house hunting."
"Calum." I begin to protest. He know's how I feel about Sydney. He let my foot go and grabbing the other and began kissing again.
"It's just to get a feel. how do you know you don't want to live there if you haven't seen the homes." I gave up, I honestly didn't want to talk about this. "Now let me make love to you." he whispered laying down ontop of me. I sighed as he weight was welcomed against me. "To much clothing." i sighed trying to pull his pants down, he lifted and removed them himself. I watched as the muscles against his arm contracted as he unbuttoned his shirt. I marveled at his naked skin, the scattered tattoos a contrast on his complexion. He removed my shorts and shirt quickly. I giggled as finger looped through my white panties. A smiles was shown up at me as he came closer. "I'll love you forever." he whispered positioning himself at my open. He pushed forward filling me. Grumbled words fell out of his gorgeous lips as he pushed his head back, eyes screwed shut. "Fuck." he hissed gaining speed. I lost myself to him a long time ago, I was his, he was mine. Harry Styles could never break what we had and I knew that now. "Come for me baby." he groaned pulling me thoughts away from Harry. I gripped onto his shoulder and allowed my high to pulse around him.

***

Calum's breathing was heavy as I rested against his side. The tv was turned down low our bodies close. I pulled up twitter on my phone, everyone was gushing over the size of my ring, many were asking if i was pregnant. I sighed and opened a new tweet. "The only child
I will ever tolerate is Allison's. So no I am not pregnant, just fucking in love." Calum chuckled as he read it. "True." he whispered sleepily. "when do you want to get married." he asked running a finger through my hair. "On Easter, it's one of my favorite holiday's and it will go perfect with our colors."
"colors?" he questioned.
"Mint and gold, maybe some baby pink in our flowers. I love spring colors." he nodded against me.
"I like it. No go to sleep I have a show tomorrow."

***

The car stopped outside of the stadium. "Home sweet home." I grumbled sliding out. Calum kissed my forehead.
"I have some interviews, i'll see you later." I nodded up at him before watching him walk away from me. I stepped inside the building and hurried along to the dressing room. I found Harry sitting alone on the couch, he didn't notice me as I walked up. The picture of mine and Calum's hand was pulled up. "Hey." I coughed. He quickly locked his phone as I sat down beside him.
"How was your night?" he asked coolly his eyes dark.
"Lovely, I hate sleeping on the bus, Michael farts to much." he laughed nodding in agreement.I loved Harry this way. "What about you? Are we okay? I miss my friend." he sighed running a hand through his hair at my confession.
"I miss you as well." I smiled at him my heart warming. "I'm trying to push everything away for you." I gripped his hand ignoring the gasp he let out.
"I love you but more like my first love kind of thing." i looked down at our fingers. "I'll never be able to love you that way again."
"Same here. " he whispered. I scooted in and rested my head on his shoulder. Everything was right for me. This is the way it should have always been.