Torn

Chapter Nine

******* DOUBLE UPDATE HEYYY********

I stepped off the bus, the summer sun burning above me. I took a deep breath slipping past the security and out onto the sidewalk. You could hear the ocean waves crashing as I wandered farther away from the stadium. I needed time to myself after the whole thing with Harry and Calum. I couldn't remember what city we were in now but it was gorgeous. The beach came into my view as my toes touched the sand. Two days. Two days was all I had and here I was by myself. I took a seat close to the tide the sun almost kissing the horizon as I watched. I looked around, no one was here. The water was coming in closer as my mind began to wander. I pushed my palms against my face as I inhaled the salt strong in the air. The tears were hot against my cheek as the rushed down my skin. My heart was pounding as I took in my scenery. I hurried to my feet running back to the stadium. I pushed past everyone on the streets, the stadium came into my view I was panting as I pushed the dressing room door open. He looked at me confused as I jumped into his arms wrapping my around his neck connecting our lips. "I need you." He stumbled back as my legs attaching on to his waist. This felt so right as he sat me on my feet never losing contact. I was shaking as I tried to undo his pants, his smiled down at me warm fingers on my still wet cheeks. "Please." I whispered up at him, he gripped my chin pulling my face up to his.

"Anything princess." he purred against me. I couldn't breath as a hand palmed my breast, large hands were all over my skin as our clothes were falling to the floor. He latched his hands onto the back of my naked thighs lifting me up. He smirked at me as his length touched my center, his hands guided me down until our hips met. He walked forward until my back was touching the wall. Lips connected to my neck as he gave me tortious slow thrusts. My head was swimming as nails scraped down his back. "Fuck." I moaned leaning forward my hand in his hair. His body shook with lust as the thrust began to speed up. I was panting as the door came open, Harry turned around still connected to me in one of the most intimate ways possible. "Calum." I cried as his eyes grew wide. "Fuck." I tried to scramble out of Harry's arms but he was gripping onto me as if he was scared I was going to disappear. Calum left the room slamming the door behind him. My heart was hammering in my ears as Harry looked at me. His eyes were staring at me lips trying to decide if he should continue. "Harry." I whined. He sat me on my feet, his length pressed against my stomach. "this wasn't suppose to happen." I spoke searching his eyes. He looked down at me, tears in his green eyes as I turned away from him.

*Calum pov*

I didn't even fight the tears as I ran, I ran and ran. My heart was aching as I finally reached the back of the stadium my body sliding to the ground. Hands were yanking at my roots as I screamed. I didn't care who heard I needed to let my pain out. I fucking loved her, I fucking still do. Harry buried in my girlfriend was burning in my mind as foot steps hurried toward me. I got to my feet and ran some more. "Calum." she screamed to me. I ignored her and kept going knowing her short legs wouldn't be able to keep up with me. My chest was on fire as I found a park. I took a seat on the swing taking deep breaths. The sadness was gone now anger ached inside of me. "Are you alright sir?" the little girl asked from the other side of the swing sets. I looked over at the child, anger burning off me. I wanted to curse at her and tell her to leave me alone but I just shook my head. She came to the swing beside me taking a seat. "What happen?"

"You're nosy." I snarled, she giggled her small hand covering her mouth. "My girlfriend." I swallowed the lump in my throat. "Cheated on me."

"She did the sex?"

"How in the hell do you know what sex is?" I asked kicking the dirt in front of me.

"My dad does it with my teacher all the time." I laughed out loud. "He doesn't know I know." she smiled up at me. "You love your girlfriend?" her small voice pinged at the ache in my heart. I looked away and nodded. "Then forgive her."