The Exception

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The following afternoon I was in the hotel too with my sister Chai and my other sister Rose. I hadn't told anyone about the pregnancy except for Jayden and I was worried about how they were going to take things. Luckily I had the wedding plans and I knew that they would both be excited about that.

Chai, "so sister are you staring plannif on this wedding?"

Me, "yeah we actually decided on a date and everything already. Why?"

Rose, "so when are you thinking about doing all of this?"

Me, "December 31st. I figured that we could do a winter wonderland theme. Wouldn't that be cool?"

Rose, "Nadya what's the big rush? I mean that's so close and how are you going to get everything done so fast?"

Me, "well we are just going to have to make it work. I mean I don't need a huge bridal party and we aren't trying to throw some supper huge party. Maybe around 150 people. I think that it can be done"

Chai, "but what's the big rush? I mea you two just got engaged. Don't you want to enjoy this period?"

Me, "we have enjoyed it ash we are going to enjoy it. It's just that I know that Jayden is a super busy person and we aren't going to have a lot of time to do this if he's on the road. I would rather have a short engagement rather than one that never ended"

Chai. "Nadya don't play that shit with me. You don't like change so you aren't going to run into something. Their has to be a reason as to why you are rushing into this"

Me, "look I don't know what you are talking about. Can we just stay focusing on this wedding. I need to get things rest to go because time is limited"

Rose, "oh god you're pregnant aren't you? I mean it all makes sense. Why else would you be rushing into this?"

Me, "maybe it's because I love this man and want to spend the rest of my life with him. You guys know how I am with commitment and if I'm willing to admit that I love this dude and want to spend the rest of my life with him then that should mean something"

Chai, "oh cut this shit. I've been with you for months now and you are pregnant. I mean I can see it in you. Last couple of days you have been crazy over stupid things. That's just how you were with Zion"

Me, "look I'll admit it but you need to keep quiet. I don't want anyone to know until we get back home and I see a doctor. Like I need to make sure that everything is okay first"

Chai, "I knew it Rose. I knew it. She was jut acting too crazy. Can you believe this. Nadya always swore that she would never have any more kids. I mean when she had Zion that was pure hell on her"

Rose, " did you tell Jayden? What did he say?"

Me, "yeah he was the first person that I told and he was happy. I mean watches over his Nieves and nephews but it isn't the same as having your own kid. I hunk that he's just overjoyed because he knew that I wasn't into having any more kids and now it's actually happening"

Rose, "how do you think that Zion is going to react? I mean this is a lot of change for him to take in and he's not to open on the issue of sharing you"

Chai, "Rose have you seen the way that Zion is with Jayden. Those two are like best friends and he takes cars of him like he's his own. I don't think that there are going to be too many problems with this relationship"

Me, "yeah I feel like we are all open and can make thins happen. I mean Zion knows what's going on and we've talked to him about being a family. I just want to wait before telling him about the baby. I mean who knows what can happen"

Rose, "what do you mean? What so you think is going to happen to the baby?"

Me, "I don't know what could happen. I just want to make sure that everything is fine before I start telling people"

Chai, "so now you definitely have to come to LA now. I mean momma is going to be loving with me for a couple months because this is my first child but she can be there for you too"

Me, "I don't know. I'm still not sure about moving to la. It's a lot to take on and I don't know anyone out there"

Chai, "well you are going to know me and we can make friends. I mean we can go to all types of classes and just hang around and see what happens. Instagram is going to go crazy with all the sister uploads that we are going to have together it's going to be amazing"

Me, "let's stay focused here. I wanted to see what you guys thought about short dresses. I mean I don't want anything to over the top"

Rose, "Nadya come on you can't be serious about actually having that wedding now. I mean you have 5 months and this is supposed to be your dream wedding"

Me, "I know how long I have and I really need you his to help me out with this. Like can we make this happen or what?"

Chai, "listen I'm going to help you out as much as I can but I'm pregnant. We need to have some long dresses so that I can wear some flats of needed"

Rose, "do you even have a poor scheme yet? And what about invitations. You have to send those out ASAP but then you would have to have a location which isn't what you have"

Me, "Okay we need to make some things work. I know that I don't have a location but we can do a save the date message. I saw some things online last night and I could just have them sent out now. I mean I can't afford to wait to long for this wedding and I am thinking about other people here. Who knows what this family will look like in a year and I would rather have the wedding sooner than later"