Hetalia oneshots

Angst/Sad PrussiaxNyo!Austria

Warning: This is an angst/sad one shot. It contains suicide. So don't read it if you don't want to.

She put him out, like the burning end of a midnight cigarette.

Prussia was a total utter wreck. Him and Austria had been dating for quite a long time, then one day, he found her cheating on him with [Nyo] Hungary.

She broke his heart.

It happened so long ago, but it felt like just yesterday.

He spent his whole life tryin' to forget.

Ever since then, Prussia became a severe alcoholic.His brother Germany was worried greatly for him and his health. There wasn't a moment when Germany didn't see Prussia drinking and it scared him.

We watched him drink his pain away, a little at a time.

The thoughts of Austria haunted him no matter how much he tried to drink to them away. Her image was stuck in his brain.

But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind.

"Dammit!" Prussia screamed while he through a bottle of whiskey at the wall. It shattered into what seemed like a million pieces. Suddenly, something caught his eye. It was his gun on a small table next to where the bottle had collided with the wall. He hobbled over to it and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen on the way. On the paper he wrote "Ich werde sie lieben, bis ich sterbe". He grabbed the gun and sat on the couch. He looked at the note, then the gun. "I'm sorry bruder, but I can't do this anymore." Prussia said aloud.

Until the night. He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger.

The sound of the gun rang through out the house, and Prussia fell limp onto the couch, but there was no one there to see or hear it.

And finally drank away her memory. Life was short, but this time it was bigger, than the strength he had to get up off his knees.

Later that day Italy and Germany walked into the house. "Okay so Italy, are you sure this whole intervention thing will work?" Germany asked quietly. "Si of course it will! H-" Italy froze in his tracks. Germany saw Italy's face filled with shock, fear, and tears started forming in his eyes. "What is it?!" Germany asked startled. He turned around and let out a scream of shock. "Bruder!" Germany ran over to Prussia.

We found him with his face down in the pillow,

"Bruder! BRUDER!" Germany called, while turning Prussia onto his back. Germany saw the bullet wound in his head and blood all over the couch and Prussia's face. Italy slowly walked over to them with tears streaming down his face. "Germany, I'm sorry. He's gone." Italy choked out that last part. Germany looked at Italy, tears finally starting to spill over his eyes. "W-what's this?" Italy asked looking at the note. He picked it up and tried to read it, but he didn't know German. "What does this say?" Italy asked, giving the paper to Germany. He read it and his eyes widened.

With a note that said "I'll love her till I die"

"It says "I'll love her till I die." Germany answered. "He was talking about Austria, wasn't he?" Italy asked sobs starting to rack his body. Germany pulled Italy into a hug. "Y-yes." Germany said. Italy started sobbing harder than Germany had ever heard before. Germany was trying to be strong, but he just couldn't take it and started sobbing too. They sat on the floor in front of Prussia in each other arms, sobbing uncontrollably. *with Austria and Hungary* Austria was with her boyfriend, Hungary in the dining room having early dinner, when the phone rang. "I'll get it." Austria said. She walked to the kitchen phone. "Hello?" she answered. Hungary watched her from where he was sitting. "He what?!" she exclaimed. Hungary looked at her worriedly. Austria put her hand over her mouth. "O-okay." Austria said, her voice breaking as hot tears rolled down her cheeks. She hung up the phone. Hungary was startled to see her crying. "What happened?!" He asked. "Prussia k-killed himself!" she said through sobs. She sank down to the floor on her knees and put her hands over her face. "What?!" Hungary asked just as equally shocked. He ran over to her on the floor and pulled her into a hug. "He had written a note and you know what it said?" Austria asked with a shaky voice. Hungary just listened to her. "It said I'll love her till I die! This is all my fault!" she yelled sobbing harder than ever "Don't say that!" Hungary exclaimed. "Well Germany invited us to Prussia's funeral and I have to go. No question about it." Austria said as her body shook with sobs. "Yes" Hungary said while nodding. *a week later*

Italy, Germany, Hungary, and Austria stood at Prussia's fresh grave, beneath a willow tree. They were all quiet; no one said said a word.

And when we buried him beneath the willow, the angels sang a whiskey lullaby.

*a few months layer* Austria lied in her bed, numbly staring at the wall. Hungary was worried for her. He had never seen Austria this way.

The rumors flew, but nobody knew how much she blamed herself.

"It's your fault he's dead. It's your fault his brother is in pain. You're the reason he felt so helpless that he thought the only way to stop it was to end his life!" Austria thought to herself while looking in the bathroom mirror.

For years and years.

Austria had become depressed and started drinking to try to drown her sorrows.

She tried to hide the whiskey on her breath.

She never told Hungary about this or about how she felt. She didn't want him to worry. She felt she didn't deserve anyone's attention. She was the one who cheated on Prussia and she remembered that every time she looked at Hungary.

She finally drank her pain away, a little at a time.

Austria sat in her room and drank as much as she could but all she could think about was how Prussia was dead and It was all her fault.

But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind until the night.

"Bye sweetie I'll be home soon!" Hungary called to Austria. Austria faked a smile and waved. She watched him walk away then ran up to her room. Austria took out an old scrapbook that had pictures of her and Prussia. She looked at one particular photos and stopped. Tears started rolling down her face. It was a picture of Prussia that she had taken right after he said he loved her and they became a couple. She had had enough. She reached in her drawer and took out her antidepressant pills. She took a deep breath. "I'm sorry Hungary, I just can't do this anymore." Austria said. She opened the bottle of pills and poured the whole bottle into her hand. She put them in her mouth, then opened a bottle of whiskey and swallowed it.

She put that bottle to her head, and pulled the trigger.

She started sobbing loudly. She threw her glasses off, knowing she wouldn't be needing them anymore. She could feel herself getting weaker by the minute. With her remaining strength she pulled herself onto the bed and in one hand held  Prussia's picture and with the other she clenched the bed. Finally she went limp, her hand unclenched the bed.

And finally drank away his memory. Life is short but this time it was bigger, than the strength she had to get up off her knees.

*Later* "Austria! I'm home!" Hungary called from downstairs. He started walking up the stairs. He walked down the hall to Austria's bedroom door. "Austria?" he called out. He walked into the room.

We found her with her face down in the pillow.

"Austria?" Hungary asked getting worried.  He shook her shoulder but she didn't wake up. He looked down and saw the empty bottle of pills and the broken bottle of whiskey on the floor. "Oh no. Austria!" he yelled. Tears were pouring from his emerald green eyes.

Clinging to his picture for dear life.

He looked at her and saw the picture of Prussia.

We laid her next to him beneath the willow.

Once again, Italy, Germany, and Hungary were at the funeral, but this time Austria was in the ground with Prussia. "If you can hear me Prussia, please take care of her for me and be happy together." Hungary said in his mind.

While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby.

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Author's note: Sorry it was so long, I just wanted to fit everything in there. The song I used was Whiskey Lullaby by Brad Paisley. Also I based this off of the  Vandetta cosplay video. Go check it out if you want, but be prepared for feels. So I'm not taking credit for it. I just made up some of the smaller parts and dialog to fill in the story. Thanks PockyCat for requesting and I hope you liked it.