Scars We Bury || On Hold

24// Six Feet Under

Chapter 24

"In a blink of an eye, everything became dark again. All that love , passion and happiness that was once shared just turned into pain, ache and tears. Suddenly, I woke up from the dream that I've been living in for 5 months and reality slapped me so hard causing me to fall down six feet under."

~Scarlett Robinson.....
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5 months later.....
Tuesday 14 May, 2016

Scarlett..........

Days passed....
Weeks passed.....
Months passed.....
Some of the final exams were taken and finally our Junior year is coming to an end. Everything was going smooth and gentle. I couldn't ask for more. With Luke by my side, everything just got easier and less painful. Things weren't complicated anymore. We were happily together. We do everything together. We have had so many moments that I have lost count of. We have had so much kisses too and sometimes they would go too far but we would stop them. I want to take things slow and Luke wants me to be confident and not ashamed of anything even my body which is so hard for me. Yeah, somethings have changed in me, thanks to Luke, but I still have the same insecurities. Yeah, they don't affect me like they did at first but they are still there.

Jack hasn't been fully present in my life those last months. I don't know what's going on with him but something is changing. I don't know what it is but I feel that the old Jack is trying to slip in again and jus the thought of that makes me more happier than ever.

Back to my highschool life. Nate, Aaron, Jess, Emily, Luke and I have been so close lately. We all hang out together and we tell each others' our secrets. We are all one group together. Emily is still single as she is. She is just into one night stands and 2 weeks boyfriend-program while Jess is hitting it off with Nate but secretly. Both of them haven't said anything to us but we know from their interactions together.

And there is Megan, that bitch who was Luke's ex-girlfriend. She is always trying to seduce him whenever she gets the chance. She is really getting on my nerves for trying to steal my boyfriend but I am trying my best to ignore her. She doesn't cause much problems afterall.

Everything just seems to be too good to be true.

Prom is today. Yeah, months have really passed so quick. I bought my dress and Luke bought his suit. Actually, we both went shopping together last week. I am really excited for tonight and I hope we make it through this party happier than ever.

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Later that day.........

"Yeah, Luke. I am just putting my dress on and you are disturbing me."

"I just miss you, baby and I wanted to hear your voice."

"Luke Charles. I am not dumb. We are not doing it today."

"Please Scar. I have waited for months. I can even recite every word you used to say to me 'Luke, I am so sorry but I am not ready. Can we please leave it only kissing till I am ready' and I would say 'Baby, please don't worry about that. I will wait till forever if you want and then I would give you a kiss on the cheek."

"Enough Luke. We are doing it today. I am ready and I wanted to make it a surprise but you just ruined it."

"Are you serious?"

"Yeah, I am. Can I please go back and put my make-up on so you won't wait long when you arrive?"

"Baby, you have all the time. I just can't believe. I will go get ready too. Byeeeee Scary Scar."