In All Seriousness ~ A Fred Weasley FanFic

Chapter 28

VERY ANGRY A/N:

I WAS ALMOST DONE WITH THIS FREAKING LONG BUTT CHAPTER AND LOW AND BEHOLD IT FREAKING DELETED! I DON"T REMEMBER WHAT I EVEN WROTE SO THE TEAS IN SISTER AND IT AINT GOOD TODAY. PLEASE ENJOY THIS ANNOYING-TO-WRITE CHAPTER BC IF U DONT IDK AUGH PLEASE HELP ME IM SO STRESSED WITH LIFE AND HAD A PANIC ATTACK LAST NIGHT IM SORRY YOU CAN READ NOW

EMILY'S P.O.V:

I decided I would go and talk things over with Alex. I looked around the Commons but much to my displeasure, I couldn't find him. I continued to walk around the castle, and found myself outside. Thankfully, I glanced over and saw Alex on a bench with a girl.

I didn't want to interrupt him but it was really important. I shyly walked over to Alex and the girl. "Hey Emily, everything okay?" Alex asked. I would say that he was looking up at me but I'm so short that when he sits on the bench, we're at about eye level. 

"Do you mind if we talk for a moment...?" I ask. "Sure thing, love. Amy, I'll be back in a sec" he smiled at her. He got up and we walked over to a more secluded part of the grounds. 

"What's up?" he asked, placing his hands in his pockets. "Uhm... well... I don't know. I've just been stressed out this whole thing. I just feel like I needed to talk about it and all... and Fred accidentally found out... and... and..." my voice cracked. I didn't want to try, not in front of Alex at least.

"Emily, Emily, it's okay. It's okay," he said soothingly, squatting down to place a comforting hand on my shoulder, "Fred seems like a really good person. You guys are close, he'll be there for you," he smiled, "Please don't stress on this, okay? See, I've been staying at Andrew's and you're at the Weasley's. Everything is okay, Em, trust me."

"But, but what about the new baby?" I stammered. "Awh, Em, don't worry. They haven't been born yet and I know they'll have a good life at least until they're 10. Once they come to Hogwarts, we can help them, love. We'll be adults by then" he smiled. I sighed, collecting myself, "You're right, thank you Alex..." I said. "Now, I'm gonna get back to Amy," he chuckled, "See ya later, love." He got up and ruffled my hair as he walked away.

I sighed. Talking to Alex helped but... I still can't help the way I feel. I slowly made my way back to the Gryffindor dorms. As I lied down on my bed, I finally let the tears that were threatening to fall do their thing.

Why don't they love me... or Alex? Why can't they accept me? What is wrong with me? Am I too mean? Too greedy? Too ugly, too fat? And with those thoughts, I fell asleep.

FRED'S P.O.V:

"I wonder where Emily's at..." I wondered aloud as we were walking into the common room. "I haven't seen her since this morning, and that was awhile ago; it's almost  dinner" George said. "Maybe she's in her dorm room? Someone should get her for dinner..." I figured. "I can" Sam piped up. "Sweet, thanks" George said, before she ran up into the dorms. 

I really am worried about Em. I know she went off to talk to Alex today about their whole situation but... after that, I haven't seen her.

SAM'S P.O.V:

I went up into our dorms to see if Emily was there. I quickly scanned the room, noticing her curled up into a little ball under her covers. I made my way over and sat at the edge of her bed. "Emily? It's time for dinner, c'mon" I said, lightly shaking her shoulder. She mumbled incoherently. "Emily? What's the matter, is everything okay?" I asked.