DADDY ISSUES

15

I wake up in the morning with a big, bad headache. I didn't feel good. I need to take a pill but I have to eat first. I haven't eaten in days and if I take a pill like that it will make me worst. I stand up and I almost fall down. I hold my self from the wall and take a breath.  I need just to walk my self to the kitchen and make something for me to eat. With slow steps, I walk my self there.

 I look around me. The house is full of food, I could have whatever I desire but who am I kidding? I cant. I just don't want too. I put my hand on my head. My breathing becomes heavier. I look up. Tears come to my eyes. And I try to breathe. The doorbell rings and gets me out of it. I look at the door. I didn't even think about it and open the door. He is standing in front of me. I look down.

" What do you want? "    

I simply say. 

" I came for you "

I look at his honey brown eyes. My heart melt of his words. 

" Please allow me to speak to you "

I look and bite my bottom lip. It's wrong but he just wants to talk to me. 

" Melanie "

He says when I don't answer. I look at him. My name sounds so deferent of his mouth.  I move my body to the side and allow him to get inside. He smiles warmly. He gets inside and I close the door. He looks around and then turns to me. I look down because I can't look at his eyes, it makes me think and feel things I'm not allowed. He takes off his leather jacket and leaves it on the couch. 

" So what you would like to eat?"

He asks me and im confused. I look at him with question eyes.

" Come on say it, don't be shy "

I play nervously with my hands. He looks at it and says nothing.

" A sandwich will be fine"

I say and my cheeks are burning. 

" Oh come on just this, challenge me. You know I can do more "

He says with a smirk and I look at him.

" Okay, uh I would like tea and pancakes "

" As you wish, my lady "

He says and he bowed in front of me. It makes me laugh, he looks at me as he stands straight. I put my hand on my mouth to stop me. 

" Come on let's do it"

He says and walks inside the kitchen and I follow him.

" How can I help? '

I ask.

" The only thing I want from you is to sit on this chair and keep me company "

He says and pulls a chair from me to sit. I pass by him and sit. I didn't say anything because I remember from last time that he didn't want me to help. He maybe doesn't trust me. He looks apron him and he takes an apron.

" We have to protect our clothes "

He says and I move my head to yes.  He is so sweet and what he does is really cute. He moves around the kitchen with really big confidence. I was just looking at him. He warms the water for the tea. And now he was stirring the mixture for the pancakes. 

" You don't talk much, huh ?"

He says and I look at him with a lost stare, he smiles.