DADDY ISSUES

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I wake of the loud sound that waves make. I still can't believe that im in Hawaii. This feeling that gives me being here is beyond compare. I feel calmed and relaxed. And it's only my second day here. No one is awake. The sun still didn't raise up.

 I stand from my bed and take the empty plate off my nightstand and walk out my room. This amazing silence is everything. I let the plate inside the sink and walk to the living room. I pass it and get out the high open window. The early morning breeze hails my face and touches my hair. I close my eyes and take deep breaths. But the sound of someone jumping on the pool distract me. 

I open my eyes. I see a body under water, I approach the balcony and that someone jumps up to take a breath. My eyes open wide and I make a step back. Klaus. He swims to the other side of the pool. He is really good at it. But he is awake that early? And out? And swims? I guess he waked up the way I did and he just couldn't go back to sleep and come to swim. He put his hands on the ground and pull his body out of the pull. His half-naked, wet body makes my mouth open. His back faces me. He is so muscular. He probably is working out a lot. His legs are big and strong. His black on bermuda style swimsuit was wet and stick his body. His ass is so thick. I turn red even thinking it. I look down. I have to go. 

I step back and run to my room. He is so good looking I can't lie. And so hot. I bite my lip. I get inside my room and close the door behind me. I sit on my bed and lay back. Melting just of thinking of what I saw. Can I see him from my window? What? No, you can't do this. But I want to. I fight with myself. 

I get down on the floor and on my knees go to the window. I stay down so he can't see me. I can see half of the pool. He is nowhere to be seen. He just left. I stand up and open the window. The minute I step on the balcony he walks out the bar with a glass of water in his hands. I fall down so he wouldn't see me. I make a loud voice and I close my mouth to not scream because I hit my tight. He turns his head to my way and I just lower more. Shit, shit, shit. If he catches me watching him I'm dead. He looks around but nothing and he just looks away and walks as he drinks of his glass.

 I free my mouth and let a big breath. As I relax and the fear goes away I feel the pain on my right tight. I close my eyes. I try to stand up without him seeing me. I somehow manage to do it without failing or hurting myself again. I close the window and stand there still. My tight hurt so much. I make one step to see in the mirror that was in front of me if I had any bruise. My mouth drops open. Fuck. There it was a big, red bruise. I slightly touch it and sharp pain hits me. I let a breath. If I stayed on the bed, this will not be here. Me and my dumb ideas. 

I open the door and get out of the room. I walk inside the kitchen and take a towel and put ice in it. Take it and put it over the bruise. It was so cold but it will help. I stayed there with closed eyes. It felt better but still so cold.

" Melanie? "

A man's voice says to my ears. Open my eyes and see Klaus walking inside with a towel on his left shoulder, barefoot and still half naked. I look down. My cheek is red. 

" What are you doing awake this early?"

He says. 

" Um, I just wake up, you?"

I say and I press more the ice to my bruise as that will help me. But I hope he doesn't notice this. He walks closer.

" I always wake up early "

Yeah. Like the last time, I had to wake you up. Okay, that wasn't that bad. Neither the other one. That he kissed my hand. As I think of it I smile and my eyes soften.