MIRANGE OF SECOND CHANCES. #Regular Updates

chapter seventy nine

CHAPTER SEVENTY NINE

At first Ishita hesitated and he stopped and pulled back a little but he felt her hands in his head and she pulled him in more which caused him to continue. He kissed her slowly sucking on her lower lip as she tilted her head and begun to suck on his upper lip.

Ishita felt him ran his hand through her hair and she could feel his breathing increase as he slowly kissed her cheeks making his way through to the nape of her neck.

Raman smelt her hair and tasted the sweetness of her skin as he begun to kiss her neck, to the shoulder before he made his way back to her lips. As he continued, she could feel her hands which were holding his arms begin to quiver and he could tell she had begun to pull away and so he took a step back.

He looked at her and she was just standing there with her eyes closed not saying anything which worried and scared him.

'Ishita...'' he whispered but she just opened her eyes and came forward to where he was standing, pulling him closer to him as she said

'Let me lead...''

Raman looked at Ishita and he knew she would try and make an effort to make this work but as much as he wanted her to continue he didn't want to push her too hard. He looked at her as she came forward holding his face as she placed her lips on his.

'Ishita... It is fine...'' He whispered as he pulled back

'Are you afraid of touching me Raman...'' she asked as she stood back her question shocking him

'What... No... It is just that... You know with the whole trauma...'' he tried to explain but she interrupted

'Please let me do this, I need to do this...''she said as she came forward again

Ishita knew Raman was not afraid of her but afraid for her. It was not always an easy task when they tried getting intimate. She would have all these flashes and when it become hard she would freak out and he out of fear for her would pull back.

She understood that she needed to get past this and as much as Raman was patient and understanding he still was a human being who would sooner or later hit his breaking point. She needed to find a way and power through and be the strong courageous woman he fell in love with.

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She slowly came to where he was standing and took his hand leading him to the bed. She sat him down all the while Raman staring at her curiously wondering what it is she was intending on doing.

She looked at him and smiled hoping to ease the tension they clearly were both under and it worked as Raman smiled back saying

'What the hell are you going to do...'' To which she chuckled a little as she sat down on her legs running her hands down his ribs to the bottom of his shirt as she slowly pulled it above his head taking it off.

Raman felt a sensuous tingling feeling when he felt her hand slowly caress his skin as she took his shirt off. She gently held his face in her hands as she tilted his head up such that he looked straight at her. She looked into his eyes for a minute before she leaned in and placed her lips on his.

He felt her hands running slowly up into his hair and down his shoulders as she pushed him down making him lay there as he looked at her. She leaned in again pressing her body against his gorgeously fit male one all the while still kissing him before she slightly came out for oxygen.

She slowly slid her hand down his chest all the way to his ribs and back again as she rubbed her body against his, kissing him face up and down before she came back again kissing his lips in the process. Raman could feel the desire and the hesitation every time she kissed his lips. It felt like she was going to die any time soon and that kiss was the last she could ever get. It was fast, passionate, filled with desire and yet sweet and infectious which made him give it to her with just as much zeal.