Thorns in the Heart

Ash's POV (Part 2) (Edit #1)

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What have I done!? I woke up the next morning next to Jess completely naked. Now Xo will never forgive me. I run my hands through my hair and groan. Wait, she never has to know. I bet Jess will be okay with keeping it a secret. I mean this is her best friend. We both really screwed up. Jess starts to stir in her sleep and then she is finally awake. She sits up in bed and gives me a big smile.

"Good morning! Last night was so exhilarating!" She beams.

"We both screwed up! What will Xo think?" I panic.

"What does it matter if you're broken up."

"Yeah but I want her back. Sleeping with her best friend is not the way to do that." I say in a panicked tone. "We can't speak of this. She must never find out."

"Really?" she asks, looking annoyed. What does she have to be annoyed about? She clearly doesn't care about Xo if she did this with me!

"Yes, I can't live without her in my life. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. AND I ALWAYS SCREW UP! DAMN IT!!!" At this point I am fuming. How could this happen? If Xo never would have left and broken it off with me then this never would have happened. It's all their fault. Xo's for leaving me, and Jess' for seducing me.

"Okay calm down. I won't say anything." she whispers while holding her hands up as if to surrender to me.

"You need to go," I bark as I walk into my bathroom.

I grab my phone and look at it. I vaguely remember that she called me last night. As I turn on my phone I see a voicemail from her. If I weren't so busy doing things I now regret I would have been able to answer the phone and talk to her. I run my hands through my hair in frustration. How could I miss a chance to speak with her!?

"AAASSSSSSHHHHHHHH! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy did you have to do thisssssss to meeeeeee? Youuuuu treat me so badlyyyyyyy but I loooooove you." she slurs

"What are you doing?" I hear a male voice say.

"I haveeeee to telllll him how pisssssed I am."

"Who?"

"Asssssshhhh."

"You are so drunk. You should not be calling anyone. Let me see your phone."

"Noooooooo, he neeeeedsss to knooooow," then the line goes dead.

Did I hear her correctly? She loves me? What is going on? She broke up with me so how could she love me? If she loves me she wouldn't have done that to me. I need to find out what happened last night and if she meant any of what she said. She sounded drunk though so I don't know if she even remembers calling me at all. But I will pull it out of her. She will tell me what she is thinking and feeling. I deserve to know. She's playing with my heart and that is not right.

I pick up my phone and call her. It rings 3 times before it goes to voicemail. She just hung up on me! I can't believe she did that. So I called her again and again. But this time it went right to voicemail. Now I am beyond pissed so I text her. She must have turned her phone off on me. How could she do that? I just want to talk to her.

I told you not to drink. CALL ME

I warned her that things go wrong when you drink and look what happened, she drunk dialed me. I mean it makes me happy that even though she was drunk she was still thinking about me. That has to mean something. But that does not mean that I am not still pissed off at her. Why couldn't she just listen to me?