Our Little Condition

You're making me a sap

Cas p.o.v

It has been a whirlwind of a day plagued by my thoughts of Jo and her love mourned and the constant sensitivity whenever I move or motion of fabric from my boxers on my sensitive rear. Thankfully I haven't had to move between the various floors of the building as per usual due to Jack pre-arranging various meetings with clients and telecom meetings.

Bzzz-zzz*

Dean: Hey Babe. Hope youre having a good day. Heads up. Dinner at my place. xx

Cas: Hello Dean. My day is okay, busy but it could have been worse. 'Re dinner: sure. Is 7pm okay? xx

Dean: Make it 7:30. xx

Cas: Not a problem:)

Dean: I'll see you then.xx

Dean: Im picking the boys up. They have geekleagues to prep for.xx

Cas: Practise. And thank you for picking them up. Have a good day further.xx

With that and a smile on my face I turn back to the spreadsheets before me.

(Fastforward)

It is already 7:12 and if I don't leave now, I'm going to be late for dinner. When I messaged Gabe earlier he just said Dean was picking them up and he and Sam were going out. I thought we were having dinner together?  Grabbing the keys I rush out of the house, hesitating on the porch as I listen for the security lock to flip when I close the door.

I guess I will just have to find out what is going on when I get there.

(Fastforward)

When I arrive at the Winchesters home, there is a note on the front door:

Cas

The boys are out for the night, they'll sleep by Charlie. Tonight is all about you Babe.

xx

What did he do? What did he plan? Opening the door I freeze. There are rose petals scattered all over the floor, leading to the dining room and there is soft music playing in the background...listening intently for a moment I figure out it's a Beatles and Jessie Reyez compilation. Their softer works. Dean doesn't listen to this type of music...He did all of this for me?

"Dean? I'm here." I say loudly, shrugging out of my trenchcoat and hanging that along, with my keys, up.

"Dining room!" Is the reply I receive. Walking towards the dining room, the music becomes slightly louder. My face breaks into an awe struck smile: Dean in black slacks and a deep green button up shirt. His eyes sparkling in the soft candlelight of the multitude of candles scattered all around the room. All these things are fantastic but his smile. His smile is what makes my heart jump a little in my ribcage. That special smile reserved only for me. Soft, carefree, loving with a mysterious twinkle.

"Heya Cas. Thought you might enjoy it a bit if I was a sap." Dean says, laughing at himself. Nerves?

Walking to meet my lover, I am overwhelmed with emotion.  Throwing my arms around his neck I kiss him lightly, sweetly before breaking apart, "Dean, this is wonderful."

With his hands on my waist, I can feel the circles Dean rubs on my hips with his thumbs. "Yeah, well I'm a sap for you Cas. Only you by the way. And I felt bad for how much pain you were in this morning so I arranged that the boys go catch a movie and spend the night at Charlie."

I kiss him again "You're rambling Dean." This causes him to blush.

"You really didn't have to do all of this Dean." I say gesturing to the candles, roses and set table before us.

"That's the thing Cas. I do. I wanted to. I want to show you how much you mean to me. I know I'm not the best when it comes to words and emotions but you make me a sap Cas, and you need to understand how I feel about you. So I decided to show you. And then I saw how much pain you were in and I felt so fucking bad about it Baby, honestly. So this is to make up for that, to try to at least" Dean says, his eyes earnest; an embarressed and ashamed blush of his cheeks.

"So I get a marvellous boyfriend who I have wonderful sex with and he is willing to go through all of this just to make up for a little bit of discomfort I asked for?" I say, tone incredulous as I move towards the dining table. Burgers. Gormet burgers with sweet potato chips and salad and there is red wine for myself and beer for Dean. I take a seat and instantly begin nibbling at the chips. Following suit, Dean sits across from me. His blush even  more evident than it was a few moments ago. His hand moves to the back of his neck.

"Yeah, if that's how you want to see it Cas." Dean responds, taking a swig of his beer.

"That is how it is." I begin eating the mouth watering burger before me. Dear sweet baby Jesus. This is easily the best burger I have ever tasted. "You truly are an amazing human being. You cook, care for your brother, work and still want to care for me."

"Sam advised for the sweet potato chips. It's healthier apparently. And Gabe said you liked red wine so I went and asked the assistant for the best compliment for a burger. That got a strange look..." Dean says, smiling easily.

"So that's why you offered to pick them up. You wanted intel." I respond, winking at my beautiful, romantic boyfriend.

"Yeah well I would've just made regular burgers and fries but you mentioned that you're scared to gain weight. Not-not that I'm saying you fat or anything. I just thought it'll be a nice touch?"

"That was very thoughtful and considerate of you Dean. You honestly did not have to go through all of this trouble. I have had rough sex before. But with you the during and after is much more enjoyable"