Dean p.o.v
Charlie almost spewed her entire mouth of strawberry milkshake all over the table at dinner as Cas told them about what happened at the cafe with Lisa.
"Her hand was on Dean's thigh and she was doing what?" She asks, eyes wide.
"She propositioned him with sex. Even after he said he was taken." Cas' facial expression is calm but his voice has a steely edge to it. Something tells me he is still mad or jealous about what happened. I don't get why though? I told her I was taken and by him no less.
"Earth to Dean..." Char says, throwing a fry at my face that would've landed in my mouth if it were open.
"Hey! I didn't do anything this time. I swear. She came up to me. I was all good eating my pie." I say, hands up in defence before smirking at my partner, "Besides, have you seen Cas' ass? So much better than some old fling". This causes him to blush and look down at his own strawberry milkshake like it's the most interesting thing in the world. Sammy and Gabe snicker at one another, being anything but subtle.
"Have to hand it to ya Cas, you ain't my type but even I can see you got a good set of buns over there" Char says between munches of fries.
"Thank you...I guess." Cas mumbles. I reach down to rub Cas' thigh in reassureance. He stiffens slightly at the contact, his eyes moving to my hand. Correction, glaring at my hand. I stop and let it fall limp next to me dejectedly as I continue taking a swig of my beer. Before I can think of anything to say, our waitress comes over.
"Dean you basically breathed in your burger so I assume Mom did a good job?" Jo scrawls, leaning against the side of the booth. Her dirty blond hair is in a messy ponytail as per orders from her mother and owner of the Roadhouse.
"Yes Jo, it's great as per usual. Not as great as you are though." Char says, flashing a flirty smile at Jo, causing my usually sharp tongued cousin to blush. The two of them have been playing a game of cat-and-mouse for about 3 years. Jo just needs to give up and accept she's as gay for Char, as I am for Cas.
Cas tilts his head in confusion as he looks at the little exchange going on between Char and Jo. Which Jo, picks up on. Extending her hand:
"Hi Cas, I'm Jo. Char's told me so much about ya."
Taking her hand, Cas kisses it. "Charlie hadn't mentioned a girlfriend before. I'm quite hurt by that." Damn Cas, straight forward much?
Jo blushes more, "We aren't dating. Just friends..."
"Yet." Cas says dismissively.
"Besides, Jo here grew up with the boys. They're cousins. She's Bobby and Ellen's hellraiser unlike Adam who's always so quiet." Char explains.
Turning to face me, Cas says: "You never told me you had another cousin Dean."
"Well she's more hell raiser than she is human but she's family." I say, smiling fondly at Jo as I shrug.
"Still better than our fucked up family Cassie" Gabe pipes in after finishing the last of his- no, Sam's- large double choc milkshake. Cas merely nods.
"Jo-Anna. Stop flirting with Charlie. If you ain't gonna ask her out, get back to work." Ellen says, appearing behind the counter. Blushing, Jo excuses herself.
(Fast forward)
"Come on Cas, you now I dated girls." I say. We decided to go back to the Novak residence after supper. Sammy and Gabe basically ran to what I assume is Gabes room. Meanwhile, I've been trying to get Cas to let the entire the-super-hot-ex-Lisa-wants-me-in-her-pants thing go.
"But she is gorgeous Dean, and from the way she was acting, it seemed like a sure thing." Cas answers, staring at the print on his duvet.
Groaning I try again, "She is pretty hot but Cas, she's an ex. Fling no less. The sex was great but it meant nothing more than that."
"So you admit that the sex was great?"
"She was a freaking gymnast Cas, of course the sex was great. Her personality however was crap." I answer, frustration seeping into every word.
After a few minutes of silence, Cas mumbles incoherently,
"Cas, what did ya say?" I ask, not hopeful.
"But...b-but what i-if I can't please y-you like s-she can." He repeats softly. I prop my head on my hand from my laying position on his bed. Is he fucking kidding me? Being with Cas has been some of, no most definately the best, times of my life.
"Cas, babe. Why would you think that?" I ask softly, staring at the side of his face because he still refuses to look at me. Finding the bathroom's pattern more interesting than me apparently.
When he finally turns to look at me, I'm startled by the gleam of tears in his electric blue eyes. "Because Dean. I've been gay and awkward my entire life. My own mother didn't want me because I'm an abomination in her eyes. My older brothers Lucifer and Micheal who were supposed to support me, abandoned me. Whether they agree with my mother or not, I'll never know. And then I had to go and fall inlove with you. The infamous Dean Winchester. Ladies man, sex god and the pure embodiment of humanity and perfection. I don't understand what you see in me. I could never do what Lisa and what I am sure is a hundred other woman can do for you in the bedroom. I could never give you children. I would just make your life more difficult because of homophobes, hate stares and my own fucked up family Dean." By the time he's finished with his monologue, there are silent tears streaming down his cheeks, and the sight of them breaks my heart.
Getting up from Cas' bed, I move to where he is sitting on the small couch. Kneeling down infront of him, I gently wipe away the tears with my fingers. He stares at me, uncertainty and anxiety now visible in his beautiful eyes.
"Castiel. Listen to me. I was a ladies man, yes. But then I met you because of our idiot genius brothers and I don't regret a single moment. Cas, you make my life so much better. You complete it. Even with your awkward ass. And because I suck with words I'll just have to show you how much you mean to me...for the rest of my life." I respond, and before Cas can say anything to object, I pull him by his coat and smash our lips together. Caught by surprise, Cas tumbles off of the couch and onto me, nearly kneeing me in the jewels.
"Oof" I say, against his lips but pull him closer anyway.
"Dean" Cas mumbles against my lips. Moving my hands down his back to grab his ass while pushing him into my already semi-hard erection I growl in response. "Cas. Shut up and let me love ya damnit." This silences him, allowing me to contiue showing my affection. Flipping us over, I straddle him as I remove his coat, tie and shirt to place kisses all down his body before working my way up to his sweet spot. Nibbling and sucking here Cas becomes a moaning mess beneath me, fumbling with my belt.
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Our Little Condition
Fanfiction"Damnit" growled Dean as he wiped sweat from his brow. He never thought having to restrain himself from Cas would be this hard...
