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*present: Saturday* - 02/10/18 - 8:24am
I woke up, i was in my bedroom. Weird..i was getting beaten up and now i'm in my room. I tried getting up, i yelled in pain . I walked over to the bathroom, I closed then locked the door. I lifted up my bloody shirt that i was still wearing from yesterday. I saw all these purple, blue, green, yellow, and also almost black bruises all over my body. I gently touched one and winched in pain. I knew that these were going to be here for a while.
I open the door and head downstairs, i hear something or someone in the kitchen hoping it's not my dad. But it was, he came up to my face and yelled
"WHERE WERE YOU?!?"
"I was s-staying after school to get some w-work done," i lied.
He punched my face, causing it to throb. He continued kicking me in my stomach. It hurt like HELL because of the bruises i already have. I screamed in pain. He then started take off his belt. I got up as quickly as i could with the sharp pain in my side. I managed to go for the front door and open it . But then he pulled me back in and started to hit me and continue punching and kicking me.
*Ethan's P.O.V* - His House
I was going back upstairs from getting a snack from the kitchen, as i was headed up stairs i heard screaming. Screaming of someone in pain and scared. I looked over at the house across the street. I see a girl getting pulled by i think her dad and then her dad started to hit her with a belt and punch and kick her. I look closer. It was..caleigh . I started to freak out, i never knew she got abused by her dad. I felt so bad about me abusing her . But i didn't feel bad for her at the same time. Cause maybe all of this beating would help her lose some weight. i smirked and continued what i was doing.
*Caleigh's P.O.V* - Her House
All of a sudden he stopped hitting me. He walked out of the kitchen and headed for the bathroom. Washing his hands , washing off MY blood. He said he had to go to work. I was relieved but i knew this wasn't the end. I decided to run up to my bathroom. I clumsily went through all my stuff and i finally found a blade .
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I grabbed the blade and placed it on my wrist, i roughly cut 6 cuts .
1) for my dad
2)for my bullies
3) for being ugly
4) for being fat
5)no one loves me
6) for my momI washed off my wrist, winching at the pain as i watched the water run on my arm into my cuts. I decided to take a shower to get ALL the blood off my body. I felt disgusting and dirty, even though i was already. I stepped into the shower. I felt the warm water run over my neck and body. After taking a shower i decided to go lay in bed and take a nap.
*Ethan's P.O.V*
i decided to sneak into Caleighs room. I heard the shower running, so i thought it was a good time. I went upstairs and found her bedroom. As i was walking in i heard , the shower turn off. I ran to the dark corner in her room and went on my phone as i waited. I heard the door lock rattle and put my phone away quickly. As she walked out, she look straight at me. I could see in her eyes that she was scared. I didn't want to see her scared. I know that i bullied her badly. I just can't stop, some about her makes me disgusted. I looked scanned her body too to bottom and my eyes immediately saw the cuts on her wrists and her legs. I saw all the scars. I looked up at her eyes, still the same scared emotions. I felt bad, but not really.
*Caleigh's P.O.V*
I come out and i see a shadow in the corner, i got scared. I froze and couldn't move. They walked forward and it was Ethan. I freaked out even more. I looked at his eyes, filled with sorrow and worry. I saw him scanning my body then he stopped looking at my wrist. SHIT! i totally forgot i was wearing shorts and a tank top. My body was exposed, i was scared, more scared than ever. Ethan Dolan, my bully was in my room. Staring at me. He could attack me any moment. Even if he did, i wouldn't be able to move , i was frozen and shocked. Paralyzed.
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I hope you are enjoying this ! i know it's a bit over done but i think it's okay. Well my writing is average lol :) but should i write some more later ?
And yes i will add the others in soon
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Non-FictionON HOLD || This is my first book..but i hope you enjoy . This book is about a girl named Caleigh. After an incident involving her mom, she falls into a dark side of the world. She is slowly dying in her depression and can't come back. She gets bull...