Losing It

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Written July 3, 2006


I'm losing control

Used to be so bold

Now growing so old

Without advice being told


I'm losing my sense

How could I be so dense?

To let some nigga rinse

Me of all my innocence.


I'm losing my mind

Got caught up in his grind

Running out of time

He says I'm out of line.


I'm losing my family

He said he'd be there for me

But he really can't be

That nigga lied to me.


I'm losing my life

Filled with nothing but strife

I can't see the light

The future isn't looking too bright.


I'm losing my money

Isn't that funny?

I should've chose love over money

Now I'm here with nothing.


I'm losing my soul

Learning nothing over the years growing old

Never surrendered my whole

Now in Heaven where I should be, there's a hole.


I've lost me

Now he's happy

It's clear now I can see

But it's too late to be free.

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