Every Single Action

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Written 6/24/21 at 2:47am

["When life or death is on the brink,
we have no choice but to sit back and think, reflecting on each and every single action." -LaLa Leo]

I really don't know why I just can't conform…

Reduce myself by toxic dilution and

Reform to the most drab and defective social norms.

I am utterly torn

Between who I know I should be,

Who I know I could be

And the restricting expectations of 

What others want or maybe even

Need me to be.

I directly question all three.

Inherently,

None of those fictitious versions

Are truly me.

It's all a conspiracy fantasy.

A desperate falsity of educated belief.

We all seek in hopes of answers,

Unreal, definitely not ideal and

Outside of tangible reality.

It's like an aggressive cancer [of sorts].

Sadly, I sit and ponder madly.

Why does everyone suffer,

Including me?

Why can't we all be free

Just to ultimately be!

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