Captian Of The Void

Thanatonauts

"....hurry up we're gonna miss the train!" a voice screamed out
I feel like I'm running to it, and yet away from something.
I reach the voice and hear screaming from outside... It's all a blur. But I can hear everything.
I feel the train jolt into action and then the screaming get louder. I look towards the end of the cart and all I see is darkness.
This is one of my many dreams. I see them more often and clearer. I wanted to know why. So I went to the death walkers.
Thanatonauts are warlocks that would die to learn more. Key word, warlocks. They were the philosophers and scientists that understood the messages.
I sat down with one. An exo that goes by Claud-17. He told me what I'd have to do but he was unsure if I would gain anything from it.
He told me that he had wanted to test a new method. A ritual to help non-warlock gain knowledge from death.
I was his first volunteer. Claud asked me to remove my armor and to follow him. He sat me in the center of a circular room. Five Warlocks gather around me after I took a seat. They began to chant and hum a hypnotic tune.
Claud then grabbed an Eterniy's Edge and placed the blade against my neck

"Ready to try this friend?" He asked gently humming the chant

"No." I said firmly as he swung the blade into my neck, decapitating me

The blade was enchanted with void energy. The sting was all too familiar, and then the darkness of death.
I was in the train again. I was running away. Someone yelled for me. I reach them.
The train had suddenly stopped.
This time I see what's coming. A blinding creature. It crawled it's way towards us through the carts. I ran forward through the crowd and opened the cart door. I jumped out.
I looked back at the voice and whispered "I'm sorry Sage" 
I cant see the face but I hear her "I hate you" she yelled as the creature pulled back.
Cable Resurrected me and I glanced at Claud "send me back" I coughed sitting down again
Claud nodded towards the chanting warlock and the ceremony began again.

"What did you see friend?" He asked cleaning the sword

"My names not Sage." I mumble and glare into the distance

"Then what is it?" Claud placed the sword against my neck again

"Let's find out." I cracked my neck and began to hum the chant

The sword cuts into me again.

This time, I'm covered in blood again. I'm angry, I'm angry at myself. The room is poorly lit. It was a small restroom and I was changing. I wash the blood off myself and put on the clothes I was found in. I walk out and a man hands me a rifle and pistol. The two of us begin to walk into the forest.
I glance at the pistol and engraved was her-my name.

Sage

Cable pulls me back and I gasp for air again. I glance up and look at Claud, who offers me a hand up

"That is enough for one session friend, come back another day?"

"It would be a pleasure my friend." I smile and he walks me out

"What you saw. It is for you and you only" he patted my back

"Yeah? Why do you say that?"

"The Vanguard doesnt like guardians poking into the past. Its dangerous."

"You mean Zavala doesnt like it" I nodded and walked back to my room.

I stopped in the bazaar and leaned on the railing. I looked up towards the Traveler. I glared at the God

False god

What was that?