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He finds out what happened to you after the break up

This is almost part 2 to the 'Your feelings after the break up."

Louis: Obviously Louis isn't the happiest person in the world right now. He's still morning the break up. Maybe not as much as you are though. Your trusty best friend and now roommate has no idea what to do anymore. You're not responding to her, you won't eat or sleep or move. She's tried it all to get you fresh air. But you are rejecting the help. So out of desperation she calls up Harry. He tells her to come over and since you probably won't be going anywhere anytime soon, she tells you she'll be back and leaves. She explains your physical state. Telling them how you haven't eaten anything and how unresponsive you are, she passes her phone around the couch, letting them all see pictures of your state. How thin you looked, how red your eyes were and how pale and fragile your skin looked . Louis declines looking at the phone still shocked. Out of all the things a break up can do to someone, he's done the most harm. He's slowly killing you and he feels horrible about it. 

Liam: You sister tells him. She explains you you think he's coming back for you and that the situation is only temporary. And he's heart broken even more. To see that you can't even except something so real and true hurts him but he knows that there is nothing he can do about it. As much as he loves you, it just didn't seem enough. He offers money to get you to see a therapist, seeing as it's a responsible idea. But on the inside he's hurt because he knows how it feels. Because secretly, he still makes you a cup of tea in the morning and still sprays your perfume on an extra pillow so he can sleep at night. He watches all your favorite movies and still has some of your favorite things tucked in a box in his closet. He misses you just the same but he keeps telling himself it's for the best. Even if it hurts. 

Niall: He made a mistake. He wanted you back so much it hurt. He couldn't go two weeks without kissing you or hearing your voice. But he wanted to give you space. After much convincing from the boys he finally musters up the courage to get back in contact with you. First a text, but you didn't answer. So he rang you. But to no avail, your phone's been turned off. So he travels the hour distance to your moms where he learns of you departure. Finding out that you had to leave the country and your own life just to get closure on the newly broken relationship was the worst thing he's ever heard before in his life. His heart is breaking all over again as he leaves your mom's, thanking her for the information. Getting back into the car he cries knowing that you had to run away from you problems. Knowing that it was his fault for you pain killed him. 

Harry: Your face was plastered in the tabloids. "Y/N's gone wild after break up." confused he picks up the magazine and skims to the article about you. Your face is plastered on the page, A cigarette hanging from you lips and a half empty bottle of vodka in you hand as you hung out with your old druggy friends. You eyes looked red and tired. Harry bits his lip and puts the magazine back before traveling home to search up more pictures. He see's everything, from you smoking weed to snorting cocaine, anything that could possibly kill you, you've done. Harry shakes his head and pushed his lap top as far away as possible as the tears formed in his eyes. He wanted so badly to go out and search for you. To make you okay again. But one thing held him back. Yet he didn't know what. 

Zayn: You're all over the news as you fainted in the middle of walking across one of London's busiest streets. Reporters talking to family and getting pictures of you from the accident. Zayn didn't even know what was going on till he happened to turn on the television. He sat on the couch in horror. Seeing video's from sources of your frail figure being rushed into the hospital on a stretcher. The reporter confirmed that you had been self harming and that you hadn't eaten in days. Zayn quickly rushed to the hospital but the nurses wouldn't let him see you. So he kicked the wall next to your door and slid down putting his head in his hands. He almost killed the best thing that ever happened to him. This is when he realized that he was going to fight for you. Whether you wanted him to or not.