Never meant to || fillie

30 minutes

In front of me is a sight I never thought I'd ever see . It's the most beautiful scenery to ever exist. He didn't question what I said. She didn't even hesitate running to him... and when she called him dad? I realized how much I hurt her. My dad is everything to me and I don't know where I'd be without him. Everything I am is because of him. And Ive deprived her of that!
"Isabelle , sweetheart it's to go home."
I wasn't ready to share her. Yes I messed up and he has the absolute right to be with her but this all came too fast . I see her look up at me , then look at Finn and back at me .
"No"
"No? I'm sorry miss I thought I made the decisions here-"
"Hey. Let's talk.. out there."
I turn around and walk to the hallway facing the room as . He walks out too but isn't really paying attention in front of him so he trips on one of Isabelle's dolls. He stumbles a bit but he reaches forward grasping both of my forearms and I grab his.
"Careful."
"Yeah um . Listen , I'd like to spend the day with her tomorrow. You're welcomed to come to . And the party as well but I just. I want to get to know her more. "
" she has school tomorrow "
Finns always been good at hiding his emotions but in this moment , I see hope turn into frustration.
"Look. I'm not saying school isn't important. Because it is. But don't you think I deserve this? Millie you really can't give me one day? One! I have a fucking kid. A beautiful daughter. I want- no , I need to know her."
" but Finn-"
"Nothing you say right now can justify the fact that you did this to me. I left , yes! That was the most horrible day of my goddamn life. I gained fame but at the cost of loosing you and I learned to live with that. But Millie I didn't deprive you from happiness. You are an amazing women who anyone is lucky to even look at and I knew you'd eventually find a man who'd love you... so my decision doesn't even begin to compare to yours of keeping Isabel from me . I understand this is hard ok but put yourself in my god damn shoes. 30 minutes doesn't make up for 4 lost years. "

How did I become the bad guy here? I was just protecting my daughter for a man who's bound to leave again.
" you can pick us up at my parents tomorrow at 8."

Super super short but I wanted to put this up . I'm so sorry but I've been busy with family! I'll post one more tomorrow!!!